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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘And you’re at the centre of it and you get a scoop,’ Tom said. ‘Then afterwards you tell the real story.’

‘Right,’ Alice said.

‘And our safety is less important than this story?’

‘No,’ Alice said. ‘Of course not. But I don’t know that our safety is compromised.’

‘Of course it is.’

‘We don’t know that.’

‘We don’t? We do know this guy’s crazy, and that he knows our address and all about us. Isn’t that enough?’

‘Wynne thought we’re – I’m – not the target. There’s a ritual. And even if I am, the police will be nearby.’

Tom knew his wife. She had a quiet determination that bordered on stubbornness.

Crossed the border, if truth be told. She could be stubborn to the point of intransigence. She tried not to be – she recognized it as an unpleasant characteristic – but she couldn’t help it. In their first house they had argued about the colour they were going to paint the second bedroom. Alice had chosen the colour of all the other rooms, and so he decided to make a final stand about the last room to be painted.

She had refused to compromise, and in the end he had accused her of being stubborn. She had paused, then said, OK, have your colour.

He had painted the room, and then, the following Sunday come back from the pub to find it painted the colour she had wanted all along.

And she had that look about her now.

‘There’s nothing I can say to stop this, is there?’ Tom said.

‘No,’ Alice replied. ‘Not really.’

‘Jesus,’ Tom said. ‘How did they get our address? And Joanna’s name?’

‘An address is easy to get,’ Alice said. ‘And they could have found out about Jo from your Facebook. That’s why I don’t have it. People post way too much personal information on there. Middle names, birthdays, kids’ birthdays, favourite teachers, holiday dates and destinations. All that stuff used to be secret.’

‘I’ll close mine down.’

Alice looked at her watch. ‘I have to go. The press conference is starting. Will you be OK with Jo?’

Tom closed his laptop. ‘I’ll be fine. And Alice – be careful, OK?’

‘I will,’ she said. ‘Don’t worry.’

Ambleside, 2013

Alice

Ned had left before breakfast, but he did not make it far before he contacted her.

It’s not too late. I’m at Oxenholme and can get a train back

It was at Oxenholme that the local train changed to the mainline, and he clearly saw it as the last chance to salvage their holiday.

Alice read the message and slipped the phone back into her pocket. If he asked she could say she had missed it.

‘Was that Ned?’ Brenda said. They were sitting on the bank of a river – the Rothay, a plaque said – their feet in the water.