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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

He turned left onto a road that ran alongside a patch of waste ground. There was a sign up declaring it to be the property of some development company and warning people to keep out. That was how to make money. Property. Not advising your bloody uncle.

As he walked he saw a car, no lights on, parked by the road. It was a strange place to leave a car and he looked around for an owner. Maybe someone pissing in the bushes. There was nobody, and he carried on walking.

He passed the car. Up ahead was a railway bridge, then a left turn, and a few hundred yards to his road. He walked under the bridge, the darkness sudden after the moonlit street.

Behind him, he heard a footstep and he spun around. His eyes were not adjusted to the light but he was able to make out a silhouette. It was hooded, and, as he decided it was time to run, it raised a hand.

A hand that held something he recognized.

A hand that held a hammer.

Once the boy was dead the hooded figure worked quickly. The body was rolled onto its back, the arms were folded over the chest.

The figure knelt by the body, as though in prayer, then raised a finger, encased in a blue surgical glove, and dipped it into the gaping wound on Stan Davidson’s temple.

It contemplated the blood, then slowly – almost reverently – it opened its mouth and sucked the finger clean.

It gave a low moan, and then took something from the pocket of its jeans and placed it delicately in the hand of its victim.

PART ONE

Friday, 16 July 2021

Tom

He’d been back at work for two weeks, and he wasn’t sure he could survive much longer. His employer, a Scandinavian engineering company, had an enlightened parental leave policy, so he had stayed at home with his daughter Joanna – or Jo – for the first four months of her life. Alice was a self-employed journalist and, if she was to have any income at all, had to work, so initially the role of primary carer had fallen to him.

It had been hard. Jo wasn’t much of a sleeper and he and Alice were in a state of constant exhaustion, but his dad had said something to him that had stuck with him.

I never had this chance, he said. When you and your brother were born I had two days off work, then I was back in. I wish I had – so make sure you enjoy it. You might never get the opportunity again.

So he had tried. It was hard at 2 a.m., eyes heavy, Jo’s cries cutting through him, but he had forced himself to pause and try to enjoy the moment.