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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

It is not the first time you have come to my attention. It was you – or some unusually creative police officer – who gave me the name ‘the Crucifix Killer’.

It is a tawdry name, lacking in imagination. But I understand it’s the best you can do, and I forgive you.

I find myself less forgiving when it comes to your choice of vocabulary. ‘Evil’, ‘degraded’: I am afraid you are mistaken. I am neither of those things and it is bordering on insulting that you choose to brand me as such.

But they are not the most annoying aspect of your report. It is your last statement that makes me – I must confess – positively angry. ‘However grandiose they think they are, they are nothing more than a common criminal – and they will be caught.’

This is mistaken and insulting: I am far, far more than a common criminal.

And I will not be caught. The police can no more catch me than a fly can catch the spider in whose web it is caught. The spider is a different order of being. It is the predator: the fly is the prey.

That is how I stand in relation to the hearty boys and girls in blue.

Remember this, Alice. Remember this when you write your drivel. And remember that beautiful daughter of yours.

Joanna. A lovely name, for a lovely girl. It would be a shame for her to be caught in a spider’s web …

I have something else: a message for your friend on the force, the delightful Nadia: She and her colleagues will hear from me soon. My work needs further elaboration.

And – just so you know I am who I say I am, ask your friend on the force where the girl’s house keys were. I left them in an unusual place.

I trust you are well.

Yours faithfully

The ‘Crucifix’ Killer

She took a photo of the letter, then typed a message to Nadia.

This came in the post. I guess it’s going to be of interest to you guys

She sent it and sipped her tea. Seconds later the front door opened. Tom had made it home quickly. She’d not been expecting him for another five minutes or so. It wasn’t much, but still.

‘Tom?’ she called. ‘Is that you?’

Tom

The house was quiet, so his first thought was that there was something wrong with Jo.

Something seriously wrong, something so wrong she wasn’t even crying. If she had been, at least he would have known she was alive.

It made sense. What else would have made Alice ask him to come home immediately? And of course she wouldn’t have told him what it was or he wouldn’t have been able to think straight to drive. She wanted him back before she gave him the bad news.

Then he heard her voice.

‘Tom? Is that you?’