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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

He pushed the stroller through the gates and into the park. Two teenage girls and their boyfriends were in the playground, sitting on the swings and talking. As he approached they stood up and started walking towards him. The girls stopped as they passed him and smiled at Joanna.

‘She’s gorgeous,’ one of them said. ‘How old is she?’

‘Thank you,’ Tom said. ‘She’s five months.’

‘What’s her name?’ the other said.

‘Joanna.’

‘That’s me aunt’s name,’ the girl said. ‘Aunty Joanna. I like that name.’

‘Don’t get any ideas,’ one of the boys said. ‘I’m too young for kids.’

The girl blushed. ‘Fuck off, Matty!’ she said, then clapped her hand to her mouth. ‘Sorry. I didn’t mean to swear.’

‘It’s OK,’ Tom said. ‘She doesn’t understand yet.’

The teenagers headed out of the park and he pushed Joanna over to a bench. He unclipped her and took her out of the stroller and held her on his lap.

‘Feel that,’ he said. ‘Sunshine on your face.’

His phone buzzed. It was a message from Alice.

I know you’re worried, but this is a fantastic opportunity. I can’t turn it down

He’d made his position clear. He didn’t want to ruin this morning sunshine going over it again. A minute later his phone buzzed again.

I have to go for it. I hope you understand

He typed a reply.

Then go for it. But don’t expect me to be happy about it

I don’t. But I have to do what I have to do

I get it. But don’t be surprised if I do what I need to do.

What’s that supposed to mean?

Nothing. Just that I’ll take care of myself and my daughter if I have to

He switched off his phone. What had he meant by that message? That he’d leave her if he had to? He was surprised he’d sent it, but it was true. He would take care of Jo.

He had enough to think about without adding an argument with Alice to the list. He was concerned about the bruises, mainly. They’d made an appointment to discuss any possible medical causes. So hopefully they’d be able to rule those out.

Which would leave him one step closer to knowing what was going on.

Alice

She read over the article for a second time. It was good – full of dramatic details about the letter box banging and waking her, how she glanced at her daughter as she left the room, how shocked she was as she and her husband realized the Crucifix Killer had been at their door, the torturous discussion about the safety of their daughter as they decided she had to continue to cover the story.

She hit send, then picked up her phone and called Kay.