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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘That’s great,’ Nadia said. ‘But it’s the same as with the phones. Roland’s there now. And he’s going to tell her she’s been found out, at which point she’s going to try to kill him, or get the fuck out of there. The only hope we have is if he stops her somehow. But she’s not going to be stopped easily. She’s a psychopath, boss. And the thing with psychopaths is that they will stop at nothing to get what they want. If he takes her on thinking she’s anything like a normal woman, she’ll tear him apart.’

‘I think that’s a fair assessment,’ Wynne said. ‘But I’m not sure what options we have. Like you said, the Lake District is a big place.’

‘So what do we do?’

Wynne shrugged. ‘We wait. And hope. This one’s in the lap of the gods now, Nadia.’

Alice

She’d had enough. She knew what he was doing. He was playing for time, trying to stall her to see if anything showed up, if any opportunity arrived.

He was probably hoping the sedative would wear off and he could jump up and overpower her. She almost sighed at the thought. He may have been bigger and heavier and even stronger than her, but she fought with a ferocity that he couldn’t even imagine. She’d bite his throat and rip out his larynx and spit it in his face if need be.

She’d enjoy it. It would be an interesting experience.

And she didn’t want to hear any more of his drivel. He should die with some dignity. Accept his fate. Accept she was the better person. This begging was unseemly.

She’d explained her position. She didn’t care about him. She didn’t hate him, she wasn’t angry at him. She didn’t feel she needed revenge on him. She felt nothing. He was an inconvenience, and so he had to be removed. She no more felt animosity to him than she did to the trash when she was taking it out to the bins.

The fucking baby was different. That thing was a parasite, sucking the very life out of her. She was looking forward to pushing its face under the water and watching it drown.

Maybe he didn’t understand it, but that wasn’t her fault.

‘Alice,’ Tom said. ‘Or Andrea. Whatever your name is. Please. Stop this. There must be some part of you that wants to let me – me and Jo – go? So please, just leave. Leave here and you’ll never hear from me or anyone I know again. I’ll tell the police anything you want. You went for a swim and drowned. We had a big argument and you left. Anything at all. Please, Alice. The years we spent together must mean something?’