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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

She looked at the clock in the corner of her laptop. It was a few minutes past 1 p.m. She checked her inbox. There were forty-four new emails since she’d arrived, bought a coffee and found a seat.

The story had posted at eight that morning, and she had received the first message from a national newspaper just after ten.

Hi there, my name’s Tony Walker, with the Daily Herald. We read your story with interest – you have great sources! – and would like to know whether you have any more details or angles on the ‘Crucifix Killer’? (Awesome name by the way – did you come up with it?) We’d love to have you send them over if you do – we’d pay, of course – do you have an agent? – or if you prefer you could write the story for us? Whatever works, Alice – let me know, OK?

By midday she had similar emails from almost all the other national papers. They would send their own reporters to cover the story, but she had what they all wanted: an inside track. Serial killers were always hot copy – they were endlessly fascinating – and to be the closest journalist to a major investigation was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

The kind of opportunity which could make her into a major name.

She was going to need more, though, for that to happen. She was going to need fresh information, more details about what the Crucifix Killer did.

She needed to speak to Nadia, but it would have to wait. It was 1.30. Martha was leaving at two.

Alice left some change on the table as a tip and packed up her laptop.

Tom

He was utterly wrecked. Not physically – physically he was unchanged – but psychologically. He couldn’t focus on the simplest task. He could hardly think in a straight line. He understood now why driving tired could be as dangerous as driving drunk; your mental processing speed was a fraction of what it normally was. It felt as though there was a screen between him and the world.

He was sleeping from about 1 a.m. to 5 a.m. It was good sleep when he got it – he was out as soon as he closed his eyes, and it was the sleep of the dead – but nowhere near enough, and right now all he wanted to do was sleep. All he wanted to do was close his eyes and let himself slide into blissful unconsciousness.

But he couldn’t. He couldn’t fall asleep at his desk, so instead he stared at his computer screen, his eyes dry and blinking, trying to force his mind to do anything other than count as the seconds ticked by at the speed of something very, very slow. He couldn’t really think of what it would be.

‘Still not sleeping?’

Scott Daniels perched on the edge of his desk.

‘Is it that obvious?’