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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

She pushed the needle into his vein and pressed the plunger, but only a fraction of the way. She wanted to watch him succumb, wanted to extract the maximum satisfaction from this.

He blinked, shaking away the fog the punch had left in his brain, and looked down at his arm. His eyes widened in alarm. He knew what this meant.

She pushed the plunger a little deeper. His pupils enlarged as the drug ran through his body, coursing along all the pathways it had carved over the years and lighting them up.

She could see the bliss spread over him. She could feel her own body respond as her craving for the drug she needed was satisfied.

She groaned, then laughed and took her hand off the syringe. It toppled sideways and he grabbed it to stop it falling from his arm.

She put a second syringe on the table. Either he’d inject it himself after the first one, unable to resist, or she’d wait for him to pass out and inject it herself.

What a night this was turning out to be. It was thrilling beyond anything she could have imagined.

Roland

Oh God. Oh God, not this. This was the one thing he could not resist.

He could feel it in his body. It was wonderful, better than anything. And he wanted more.

Then she took away her hand and he grabbed the syringe. It was so familiar, so comforting, blissful. Just a little more, and all this would go away. Not that he cared any more, not now, not with the drug, his best friend, his one and only true friend, running riot in his body and taking away all his worries.

She stared at him, her eyes boring into his soul.

‘Go on,’ she said. ‘It’s yours. All yours. You know what to do.’

The smile was back, but this time it was not forced. It was real. It was her true self.

And it was demonic. She was inhuman, a force of pure evil without any shred of compassion or love or human feeling at all.

He was terrified. He knew he was going to die at her hands, be consumed by her hellish fire.

And that made him want – need, crave – the release of the drug even more. What was death when you felt this good?

His thumb went over the plunger. This was it. This was the end.

Then he heard a sound. It was like a baby crying.

It was a baby crying.

It was Jo. His niece.

And he understood. It wasn’t only him who would die at her hands. It was Jo and Tom and countless others.

The cry came again, louder this time.

‘No,’ he said. ‘No.’

He pulled the syringe from his arm and threw it as far away as he could.

‘Where’s Tom?’ he said. ‘Where’s my brother?’

Alice

Well, fuck that.