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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘Yep,’ Alice said. The sun was already high and hot and she reached down to cup some water in her hands to splash on her face. Despite the sun the water was cold; she had swum in the lake two days earlier and it had taken her breath away. ‘He’s offering me one more chance.’

‘You interested?’

‘I don’t think so,’ Alice said. ‘It’s weird, but it’s like I’d known for a while that it was over, but I hadn’t realized it. Once I saw it, it was obvious, and I went from feeling like I was in a relationship that was a bit wonky, to being totally sure it was finished. And now I just feel relief. I feel light.’

Her phone buzzed again and she took it from her pocket.

‘Let’s try again,’ she read. ‘What we have is too precious to throw away like this.’

She shook her head.

‘I don’t recognize those feelings, Brenda. I see that message and I disagree. Whatever we had died long ago. Things were good – great, even – at the start, but it’s not been working for a while. And worse, it’s not recoverable. We’re not right for each other.’

‘I doubt Ned agrees,’ Brenda said.

‘I know. But he’s going to have to.’

Another message flashed on the screen.

Why are you ignoring me? What have I done to deserve this?

‘He’s persistent, I’ll give him that,’ Brenda said. She lit a cigarette. ‘And a bit of a baby.’

‘He’s not all bad,’ Alice said. ‘He’s a nice guy, really.’ She typed a reply.

I’m not ignoring you. I’m out walking.

I don’t have to leave. I could come back

I don’t think that’s a good idea

Alice, I love you, and I know you love me. I’m sorry for being like I was but let’s move on. I promise it won’t happen again

This was the moment when, for Ned, this would turn from a bump in the road to the end of their relationship.

I’m sorry Ned, but it’s over

She re-read the words, then hit send, and put her phone face down on the grass.

‘Well,’ she said. ‘I feel like a right bitch now.’

‘What did you say?’

‘Not to come back. That we’re done.’

‘Congratulations,’ Brenda said. ‘That takes guts. But it’s better to be honest. And now you’ve got three more nights out with me!’

‘I was thinking about that,’ Alice said. ‘And I’ve got a spare bed in my room now. You could move in?’

Brenda grinned. ‘Why not? Travel in style for a change. We can split it.’

Alice shook her head. ‘That’s OK. I was paying for it anyway. Just buy me a drink.’

‘You sure?’

‘Sure.’