Back Ready or Not
Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Wow – she is really different. Like another person. Will watch out for the email. All OK? We’re fine. Will keep you posted if anything changes with Dad. You can always get back if necessary, right? R

Tom typed a quick reply.

Yes, I can. And keep me posted. My phone will be on but reception is patchy so keep trying.

‘Tom,’ Alice said. ‘Can that wait? Let’s go. I want to see the lake up close. It has a lot of memories for me.’

He closed his laptop. Alice had a strange, faraway look in her eyes. This place was obviously special to her for reasons he didn’t understand. He could ask her more about it later.

‘Coming,’ he said.

Alice

She was surprised how many memories the walk by the lake had evoked. It was all so clear to her: she could almost take herself back to the day she had been here. It was as though no time had passed at all.

Tom had his arm around her shoulder, Jo in a papoose on his front.

She almost flinched away from him. When she’d met him she’d barely noticed him; he was one of those people who blended into the background. He held nothing of interest to her. He was simple; he lived in the moment and took everything and everyone at face value. Everybody liked him; there was nothing to dislike.

Which was why she had eventually seen he was perfect for her. He’d bumble around, smiling at everyone, trusting them all, trusting her. Whatever she wanted from him, he’d provide. Whatever she told him, he’d believe.

And he had. The overnight trips for work, when she had fed her hunger? He had never questioned them. Not once.

She had done whatever she liked, and to the world she was just another person, married and happy. He was the perfect disguise.

And then the baby came.

She had had no idea how fucking disruptive it would be. She’d thought things would be like before, but with a baby in the house. The reality was awful. It needed her constantly. The demands were endless. It was degrading. Humiliating.

Tom’s mum had said, early on, You have no idea how hard it will be, but it’s worth it. You love them so much.

Not her. She hated the damn thing. All she had felt was how hard it was.

And worse, Tom had changed. He saw the baby as a shared project. Gone were the days of her swanning off hunting some fictitious story.

And so her hunger grew. The need to kill became so sharp she could no longer ignore it. But how could she satiate it? When?

At night, was the answer. Jo would only sleep in the car: well, so be it. She’d take advantage of those night-time drives to find her prey.