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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

And he was worried that whatever it was, was coming to a head. Maybe Tom had confronted her with the photo and they’d had a huge row. Maybe he had stormed out and was out there now, unwilling to come back. Maybe he’d left her for good. That would certainly explain the strained atmosphere she gave off.

He glanced down at the table. Tom’s phone was lying on it, face down.

He would have taken it if he had stormed out or gone for a walk.

The kitchen door opened and Alice came out holding a mug of tea. She put it on the table and sat opposite him.

‘He forgot his phone,’ she said. ‘No surprise. There’s no signal anyway. And I think he enjoys the quiet time with Jo.’

‘Does she like the walks?’

Alice shrugged. ‘Seems to. She’s too young to know where she is.’

‘It goes in, though. One way or another.’

‘So people say.’

‘Did he say when he’d be back?’

‘I don’t think it’ll be too long.’

There was a cry from upstairs. They both glanced up at the open window.

The cry came again, then turned into a wail.

‘I thought you said he took Jo with him?’ Roland said.

‘Oh,’ Alice said. ‘I must have got mixed up. She was probably asleep and he didn’t want to wake her.’

The tension between them rose. He caught her eye and held her gaze.

‘Alice,’ he said. ‘There’s something we need to talk—’

Her left hand snaked out and grabbed his wrist. She slammed it down onto the tabletop, palm upwards, then jerked him forwards. Her right hand curled into a fist and she slammed it into his temple.

His head swam and stars danced in front of his eyes. He blinked to clear them, and then he saw what she had done.

‘No,’ he said. ‘No. Not that.’

Alice

It was surprisingly easy, but then his body was used to it.

After she hit him she reached into her pocket for the things she had taken from her day pack. Two syringes, both full of heroin.

This was how it would end for the Sark brothers: Roland, having fallen off the wagon, came to see his brother and, while there, overdosed in spectacular fashion. While Alice tried unsuccessfully to revive him, Tom – already on the ragged edge of sanity – finally collapsed and, in a grotesque imitation of his brother, took his own and his daughter’s life.

No coincidence here, but one all too predictable death – she’d read once that a lot of overdoses happened when a junkie fell off the wagon and couldn’t hold themselves back – and one caused by it.

A tragedy she would never recover from. A poor, devoted wife and mother grieving at the savage loss of her husband and child.