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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

He took a deep breath. ‘Alice took Jo for her check-up yesterday.’

‘At the doctor’s?’ Martha’s smile faded. ‘Is she ill?’

‘No,’ he said. ‘It’s nothing serious. It’s …’ he paused. Looking at Martha he could hardly believe she would have hurt Joanna – any child, any person – deliberately. She radiated calm and kindness. He always felt he was rushing to feed or dress or change Joanna; she always seemed to be moving at the perfect pace. She had the gift of infinite patience.

‘What is it?’ Martha said.

‘It’s her arm. There’s a bruise on it.’

Martha frowned. ‘Really?’

‘Yes. On her bicep. It’s on both sides, like a pinch mark. The doctor noticed it.’

‘The poor thing,’ Martha said. ‘How did it happen?’

‘We don’t know. Alice doesn’t remember anything that could have caused it, and I don’t, either.’

‘Could I look?’ Martha said.

‘Sure. Of course.’

Martha bent over Joanna and carefully lifted the blanket from her. She was wearing a short-sleeved onesie, and Martha examined her arm. The bruise was clearly visible on her pale skin.

‘Gosh,’ she said. ‘It must have happened this weekend. I didn’t see anything on Friday. I would have noticed this.’

‘We were wondering,’ Tom said, ‘if maybe on Friday morning, when you were with her, before Alice took her to the doctor’ – he realized he was rambling and stopped. He could barely bring himself to ask the question.

He didn’t need to.

Martha sat back on the couch, her expression first wounded, then fixed and angry, then finally composed. She put her hands, palms down, on her knees. ‘I know you have to ask, and I’m OK with that. But let me be very clear, Tom. If you’re asking whether I did it, the answer is no. If you’re not asking – if you’re accusing me of doing something – then the answer is still no, but you need to know this will be the last time I come here.’

‘I’m not saying that,’ Tom said. ‘I’m not accusing you at all, but like you said, I have to ask. Maybe there was an accident. She was falling and someone grabbed her. Or she banged herself against something. I didn’t see anything, but maybe you did. That’s all. I’m just asking.’

‘I understand,’ Martha said. ‘And if I had seen anything like that, or done anything like that by accident, I would have told you on Friday. I wouldn’t have waited for you to find out and come and ask me. But there was nothing for me to tell you.’

‘OK,’ Tom said. ‘I’m sorry, Martha—’

‘Don’t be. You’re a father. It’s your job to take care of your daughter.’ She looked at Joanna, then back at him. ‘She’s a baby, Tom. I would never hurt her. I couldn’t. I need to know you believe me.’