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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

There had been some serious consequences, family-splitting, relationship-wrecking consequences, and no one had heard from Roland for a couple of years, which was, in some ways, for the best.

No one other than his mum. She had tried to get him off it on numerous occasions, but nothing had worked. She’d talked to every doctor and addiction counsellor she could find to see what she could do to help, but the answer had been clear: not much, at least until Roland wanted to be helped.

That time had come six weeks ago when Agnes, Roland’s girlfriend, had died of an overdose, after which Roland had turned up at their parents’ house and declared he wanted to get clean.

He had succeeded, to a point. There had been a few relapses – one occasion he had gone missing for two days, before arriving one morning on Tom’s parents’ doorstep, filthy, pale, thin and exhausted. Tom was there with Jo, and he had left in disgust. His parents were free to welcome Roland back, but Tom had no intention of doing the same. He was not planning on Jo being cradled in her uncle’s pipe-thin, needle-scarred arms.

The doorbell rang again. He laid Joanna in her Moses basket and went to let Martha in. She had short, tidy hair, and a lithe, muscular build, even in her sixties.

‘Good morning,’ she said. She came from Yorkshire, and had retained the fat vowels of her childhood accent, although there was also a hint of New Zealand in her voice. ‘How’s Jo? Did she sleep?’

‘Not much,’ Tom said. ‘About the same as usual.’

‘Oh well,’ Martha replied. ‘It’s tough, but it’ll pass. They all get there in the end.’

‘If you say so,’ Tom said. ‘I don’t dare hope.’

He followed her into the living room. A slow, warm smile spread over Martha’s face when she saw Jo. She bent over the basket and made a quiet kissing noise.

‘Well, she’s asleep now,’ she whispered. ‘She’s beautiful, Tom.’

‘I think so,’ he said. ‘But I’m biased.’

‘No. You’re right. She’s a darling.’ Martha put her bag on the couch. ‘Well,’ she said. ‘If it’s OK, I’ll make myself a cup of tea while she’s sleeping. Alice is back around noon, she said?’

‘Yes,’ Tom said. ‘There’s a press conference this morning.’

‘About the murders?’

‘Yep. She thinks the police are going to say there’s a serial killer.’

Martha looked genuinely shocked. ‘That’s terrible. The streets aren’t safe. You won’t find me out alone, especially at night.’

‘I don’t blame you.’

‘Anyway, you go off to work. I’ll be here until Alice gets home.’

‘Before I go,’ Tom said. ‘There is one thing I wanted to mention.’

‘What’s that?’ Martha said.

Tom faltered, momentarily. He was not looking forward to this conversation.