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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Her mum sniffed. ‘Dad found something in your car yesterday. He went out to check the tyre pressure and oil. You know how he’s a stickler for that kind of thing. And he found – he found your hammer.’

Andrea nodded. ‘So?’

‘Why do you have a hammer in your car, darling?’

‘In case someone attacks me. Carjacking.’

Her mum gave a sad, soft smile. ‘You don’t need to lie any more,’ she said. ‘I know what you are.’

Andrea stared at her.

‘What do you mean?’

‘Ever since you were a baby, I knew something was wrong. You weren’t like the other babies, from the very start. It was obvious. You didn’t react like them. You didn’t smile at me, you didn’t show any emotion. At playgroups you weren’t interested in the other kids at all. You only sat, and watched. I asked the doctors and they shrugged it off as something developmental, but I knew. A mother always knows.’

‘This is crazy,’ Andrea said. ‘You sound like a madwoman.’

‘No, I don’t. As you got older it continued. I did some research; I knew what was happening. You didn’t care about anyone else. It was obvious. Eventually you learned to smile at the right times and say the right things, but it was an act. It’s why we gave you that dog. We wanted you to form a connection with something outside yourself.’

‘I liked Allie,’ Andrea said.

‘You killed Allie,’ her mum replied. ‘You poisoned her.’ She held up her hand. ‘But that’s all in the past. I hoped you’d find a way to live. I hoped it wouldn’t come to this, but I always knew it was a possibility. I wondered if it was you killing those poor people – they were always killed on nights you were working – but there was no proof. I didn’t want to believe it. But then Dad found the hammer.’ She smiled the same sad smile. ‘So I know, Andrea.’

There was no point denying it.

‘So what’s next?’ Andrea asked.

‘We can get through this,’ her mum said.

‘Are you going to tell the police?

Her mum shook her head. ‘We should. But you’re our daughter. And what good would it do? We can help you. We have a plan, and we won’t let you kill again, so there’s no point involving the police. It makes no difference.’ She looked Andrea in the eyes. ‘Unless you tell me you don’t want our help?’

‘Of course I do.’

‘Dad and I want to talk it through with you at the house, but before that I need to know you’re committed to fixing this, Andrea.’

There was only one answer she could give.

‘I am, Mum. I promise.’