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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Maybe that was why the hammer was on the back seat. She’d used it two days before to fix the fence at her parents’ house – her dad was useless at that kind of thing – and left it in the car when she was done.

Either way, there it was.

It happened almost as though she was in a dream. Everything fell into place. The girl, the hammer, the sudden realization of what she had to do.

And when it was done she finally understood who – what – she was.

She didn’t sleep that night. She lay awake, content – satiated – for the first time in her life.

It didn’t last. The emptiness came back and the hunger grew. This time, though, she knew what to do about it. The relief was boundless.

The second time was not as good as the first. How could it be? The first was perfection. But it was still blissful. It still worked. As had the next, and the others after that.

And now she needed to kill again. Maybe tonight. Maybe tomorrow.

She took a bite of the sandwich. It was good; her hunger abated.

But only her hunger for food. The deeper hunger – the real hunger, the hunger that defined her – remained.

She tidied up the plate, then cleaned the table. She couldn’t stand mess; it was why she had hated the dog her parents had brought home when she was a teenager. It wandered around shedding hair and sniffing things and licking her hands.

Fortunately it was stupid, like all dogs, so it happily devoured the meat she had laced with rat poison. She told her parents it had eaten something toxic – mushrooms were the main suspect – and they had held a twee little ceremony for it.

Like she gave a shit about the dog. She didn’t understand how anybody cared about an animal. It was ridiculous, and she could barely hide her contempt for her parents as they placed a rock with Allie – the dog’s name – on it in a corner of the yard. She had the feeling they were doing it for her, to help her grieve the loss of her beloved pet.

They needn’t have bothered.

She checked her work schedule. She was due in at 7 p.m.; her shift would wrap up around midnight, and then – her stomach clenched in anticipation – she would find and kill number seven.

There was a knock on the front door, then it swung open. Her mum walked in.

‘Hi,’ she said. She seemed tense and nervous. Her eyes were red. She’d been crying, Andrea assumed.

‘G’day Mum,’ she said. ‘I wasn’t expecting you.’

‘I came because – your dad and I want to talk to you.’

‘I was at your place yesterday. Is something up?’