Chapters (69)
- Copyright Notice
- THE MILLENNIUM
- DON
- HANNAH
- KAREN
- DON’S MOTHER
- PETER
- THE MOTHER
- DR. BROWN
- HANNAH’S FATHER
- SERGEJ
- MOTHER
- THE RUSSIAN
- THOME
- THE RED DEER
- THOME’S FATHER
- WALTER
- KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
- PATUK
- OLD WOMAN
- POLICEWOMAN
- BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
- INTERMISSION
- HUMANITY
- SIR ERNEST (EARL)
- COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
- PROGRAMMER
- MA WEI
- CARL
- THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
- BODYCAM MAN
- MAGGY
- MR. M.
- ROGER
- THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
- THE LAB DIRECTOR
- HONEST MAN
- JOB NOMADS
- COURIER
- BOXER
- ATTACKERS
- THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
- KEVIN
- SWEATING MAN
- BERTA AND HENRY’S
- RACHEL
- YOUNG MEN
- ARTHUR
- STUDENT
- ROB
- A WOMAN
- PHILOSOPHER
- THE MATTRESS SELLER
- ABDULLAH B.
- THE PRO-LIFERS
- PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
- JON
- PROFESSOR
- MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
- WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
- BANKER
- THE CHILD
- THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
- MADAME CECILIE
- THE JOURNALIST
- THE WORLD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Patuk was at the shop yesterday, which is documented. He had two customers. Who ordered shirts from the bargain fabrics. Then he went home. Patuk looks at himself on the screen. He’s gotten ugly. From a young man handsome enough to have starred in any Bollywood film if he’d been Indian, he had with absurd speed turned into something that could be stuck to a rubbish bin. His scalp shines through the sprayed-on hair. Sweat gathers in the glistening bald patches, then runs down his face and neck, across his chest, and down to his stomach. There the rivulets stop. His stomach isn’t large but it’s hairy. A belly button people make fun of, one in which you could hide servers or fruitcake—
“Look how his bell end shines,”
KAREN
Had
Said yesterday.
They’d been at the hackers’ place next door. They’d watched videos from the old thumb drive.
Patuk having a wank next to the mattress where Karen lies unconscious. About ten men stand in line ready to shove their penises into Karen. Karen, who is obviously underage in the video.
When the video ends, uncertainty fills in the room. It’s not every day one sees a friend lying on the ground while various sets of genitalia pass in and out of her.
And now
PATUK
Notices
As he’s watching his videos that he had several points deducted yesterday.
His antisocial gasoline-fueled motorcar is to blame. Every vehicle owner transmits data to the insurance company upon entering the vehicle. And to MI5. There are no bonus points for that. It’s mandatory. Not being surveilled by insurance (and MI5) means no insurance. But—Patuk is a careful driver. And for that he gets a point. A small accolade amid daily life, how good it feels. But—a gas-guzzler!
So Patuk
Had accumulated minus points, and with the feeling that today would once again not be his day, he had driven into the city center. Braking genially, nodding pedestrians across the zebra crossing. The new system had contributed to people being very careful when interacting with others.
Everything will be fine
Thinks
HANNAH
She looks at men.
Well. Men. Things. Boys. She’s back at a club with Peter and Don in order to have youthful experiences. When if not now, and why are they in London, the metropolis, the heart of the country, if not to waste away their youths in silly ways, to get excited and at the same time to be endlessly disappointed at how boring it is, because nothing matches the impact of one’s own feelings. In that regard, nothing had ever changed about these venues that are always too loud for everyone in order to drown out the embarrassment that accompanies the search for mating partners. Loud, so you don’t smell the cold sweat. Loud, so you don’t think about what you’re doing here. Dance, yeah, well. Of course. Lust for life. But how it all looks, for god’s sake. That awkward self-conscious movement, the self-conscious feeling of being observed. Everyone is afraid of embarrassing smartphone videos landing online, afraid not to be rated well if videos from the club are watched by others. Hannah despises the smartphone morons. No revolutionaries, no solidarity. Just an idiotic mass of supposedly individual young people who all look the same and who hassle anyone who deviates from the current norm. Hardly ever has a minor deviation in hair color or BMI led to such bitter contempt as during this wonderful era when everyone has the feeling of receiving too little. Too little space and recognition, too little money and love. A new narrow-minded generation has developed.