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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

It occurred to Don that the boy didn’t look her in the eyes. He wasn’t particularly talkative, either. “Come on.” She said, standing up and pulling Peter to his feet. Which unsettled him a bit. She took him to Hannah in the squatted building.

From that night on the group became a foursome.

This is the story of

DON, PETER, HANNAH, AND KAREN

who from now on spent all their time after school and on weekends together. They’d found their family. And with it a space like a portable cave that was always with them. They had recognized each other. As outsiders, as fringe phenomena, as outcasts, and this was astonishing enough because they don’t normally recognize each other, those who stand around the edges of the schoolyard. They always look toward the masses, to the weirdos, the geeks, the nutters, the too fat or too thin, the gay or verminous, and they never recognize themselves for what they are: strange. The ones at whom other kids, normal kids, will point to years later while looking at class pictures on their phone and say: “That one—can’t remember his name, what a nutter—don’t know, he was just weird somehow.”

A miracle happened with that little group, or maybe the weather was to blame, a quirk of the surroundings had brought them together, and it was unclear whether they were bound together by something other than the surroundings, other than the fact that the majority found them odd.

Because nobody had told them what was good and what was evil, they’d adopted their own law: nobody will hurt us anymore.

This was nonsense, of course, since humans were disposed to hurt each other. They couldn’t do otherwise, humans, though this was not yet known to the foursome, who didn’t even reveal weakness in front of the group, like crying once in a while, because they didn’t know any better. Because they were still children and sometimes just had no clue how they could manage everything. Establishing a life and reconciling themselves to the idea that nobody is waiting for them. And the daily grind. My goodness, just don’t think about the daily grind. Ever longer lines at the soup kitchen, ever more bullshit at the welfare office, ever more knife fights at school, it can be overwhelming as a child.

But—

they’d found each other and were no longer alone.

The four of them were friends and were sure they’d stay together until the end of their lives. Nobody would ever separate them. They thought.

One day after a few weeks,