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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Was either still in prison or back in prison. Don had visited him once. The room where relatives meet men they are unfortunate enough to be related to was full of specialists of every criminal stripe. Tattooed, muscle-bound men whose stupidity sent chills down your spine. Don was full of hope that her father would at the very least become a more accomplished criminal during his stay. He was in for the second or fifth time, and at some point he’d just have to become somewhat more sensible. But if that ever happened, the little family would never taste the fruits of his newfound talent, because as soon as he was released he came to move out his things. During a visitation day he’d met a woman. She was fat and blonde and lived a few houses away from Don. “Goodbye, Father,” said Don as the uninteresting little man departed. Don’s mother took a fistful of pills.

Don’s father’s fat new woman subsequently gave birth to a fat little child, and Don was indifferent about the whole thing. Once in a while he came for a visit. First there would be fighting, always about the money he had invested in his new family, whereupon the father felt aggrieved, as he’d not managed to become rich, and this, naturally, caused him to become aggressive. Then the parents screamed at each other and drank alcohol; subsequently Don would hear noises from the mother’s bedroom that, thanks to porn, she could identify as the sound of fucking. Afterwards the parents screamed at each other again.

And

Don looked out the window at the sky. She wanted so badly to fly away. To a continent free of families. At least the sky looked like home.

PETER

Had arrived a short while before.

It was sometime before sunrise. Had been.

The ride had felt as if it had lasted one hundred days. Peter’s mother had managed to make things easy for herself, and whenever she awoke she’d taken a slug from the vodka bottle she’d brought along, quickly looked to make sure Peter was still there and the bus driver hadn’t dozed off, then she slumped down again. Peter had stared numbly straight ahead. His pupils didn’t move, he wasn’t fixed on any point, everything he saw blurred into an amorphous wash. Peter felt watched. And for good reason. The occupants of the bus who weren’t sleeping or drunk were staring at Peter. He was one of those people who gets stared at. Uninhibited. He knew he looked like an alien, but he was sure that people stared at him because of his repulsiveness. The way you’d marvel at a particularly disgusting insect.

People had grown accustomed to him back home.

Now there was no more home.