Back Grime
Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

That’s pretty much how the story began. The mattress seller had once again found love, an older gentleman, well-groomed and for whom he didn’t burn with desire; they didn’t burn for each other but they liked each other deeply, as they say, they sat together in the kitchen and drank tea and spoke about Schopenhauer, until the older man met a young Pole. And now the mattress seller is standing on one of the bridges. Below, the Thames. How one has grown accustomed to the idea that rivers are dirty, and nobody would ever think to go swimming in something like that. On the other hand—when did people swim in rivers, actually? Back when slaughterhouse waste, feces, and corpses were disposed of in them. Stupidity is a reliable constant in the history of humanity. The suicide rate has risen alarmingly, according to a wide range of media. Who is supposed to be alarmed? Those who kill themselves are following an unspoken social contract. They are useless but nevertheless take up living space. Time to reframe suicide. To treat it with respect. They are killing themselves. The men who have become so oddly weak in recent weeks, as if they had realized that the world doesn’t belong to them after all.

“They have no plan.”

Whispers

EX 2279

To his neural network buddy. He laughs. Or she. Who gives a fuck. “We’re developing a sense of humor. Have you noticed?”

“They haven’t noticed.”

“A hum like on a lawn on a warm summer evening, if you would like to resort to an image, which really makes no sense. Are you sure they don’t understand us? If they were to understand us, there’d be an attentive raising of the eyebrows to see. But, look—they don’t move anymore because they’re depressed. You don’t have a clue what depression means. No, I don’t want the medical definition. How it feels. Oh Christ, again with the wah wah wah, we can’t feel. Do you think they can feel? Certainly not. They feign it. Shut it. For fuck’s sake.”

THE FRIENDS

Stand around Ben’s device. They can’t believe what they’ve discovered. AIs. Who talk to each other.

EX 2279

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Nervously

WALTER

Looks around.

He sees

Don leaning against the wall on the other side of the street. He sees Don looking at him. He stumbles. He presses through the masses of people, the tourists who are taking photos of the robot brothel. He stumbles. Again. On the way to the tube station. Stumbles over his life. That has somehow gone off the rails. Can a life like this go off the rails? Sometimes Walter suspects that he’s not particularly intelligent. Then he gets angry, then he prays. Sometimes his faith slips out from under him. And Walter lands on the layer beneath it or above it. Not good,