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Chapters (69)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. THE MILLENNIUM
  3. DON
  4. HANNAH
  5. KAREN
  6. DON’S MOTHER
  7. PETER
  8. THE MOTHER
  9. DR. BROWN
  10. HANNAH’S FATHER
  11. SERGEJ
  12. MOTHER
  13. THE RUSSIAN
  14. THOME
  15. THE RED DEER
  16. THOME’S FATHER
  17. WALTER
  18. KAREN’S BIG BROTHER
  19. PATUK
  20. OLD WOMAN
  21. POLICEWOMAN
  22. BEFORE THE INTERMISSION
  23. INTERMISSION
  24. HUMANITY
  25. SIR ERNEST (EARL)
  26. COMMUNICATIONS CONSULTANT
  27. PROGRAMMER
  28. MA WEI
  29. CARL
  30. THE FRIENDS (BEN, KEMAL, PAVEL, MAGGY, RACHEL)
  31. BODYCAM MAN
  32. MAGGY
  33. MR. M.
  34. ROGER
  35. THE AVERAGE ENGLISHMAN
  36. THE LAB DIRECTOR
  37. HONEST MAN
  38. JOB NOMADS
  39. COURIER
  40. BOXER
  41. ATTACKERS
  42. THE EIGHT-YEAR-OLD PROSTITUTE
  43. KEVIN
  44. SWEATING MAN
  45. BERTA AND HENRY’S
  46. RACHEL
  47. YOUNG MEN
  48. ARTHUR
  49. STUDENT
  50. ROB
  51. A WOMAN
  52. PHILOSOPHER
  53. THE MATTRESS SELLER
  54. ABDULLAH B.
  55. THE PRO-LIFERS
  56. PROFESSOR DR. KUHN
  57. JON
  58. PROFESSOR
  59. MIDDLE-AGED TEACHER
  60. WOMAN WITH THE THINNING HAIR
  61. BANKER
  62. THE CHILD
  63. THE NEW PRIME MINISTER
  64. MADAME CECILIE
  65. THE JOURNALIST
  66. THE WORLD
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  69. Newsletter Sign-up

Closing the zipper of the body bag did in fact generate the muffled noise like on TV shows. The transporters of the body offered Hannah neither attention nor sympathy. Hannah had stood for a moment in the corridor, looking at the stairs as her father was carried up them. Then she’d packed her things and gone to the playground. There she got from the other children the address of a squatted building. It was on the outskirts of town. Which sounded farther than it really was, because in Rochdale everything was on the outskirts of town. The building itself seemed solid. Thanks to the boarded-up windows. It looked the way you’d imagine a building full of street kids would look if you didn’t take American movies as a guide. A bit squalid. From inside and out the building looked rusted and covered in mold. If there is such a thing, then here it was, and the children who lived in these ruins weren’t cartoon punks, they were just dirty children. The water had been shut off, so barrels in the back garden collected rainwater. Electricity, stolen. And the twenty homeless youth-slash-children were constantly sick, coughing, lying in the corners like dogs, freezing. Children nobody was looking for, nobody missed. Hannah took up residence on the ground floor and stopped going to school for fear of being remanded to an orphanage. In which case a wonderful future among the majority of society would stand at the ready for her. She could sell shoes in a thrift shop. Or get pregnant and go on unemployment. Or die.

Hannah knew that in theory she had no more parents. And that she was supposed to be sad. But there were no feelings. She believed. What was the point of developing feelings which would inevitably end in sadness, when nobody was there to sympathize? Nobody to comfort you. It didn’t make sense even to cry.

Hannah was nearly twelve and looked older because of her build. She had cut her hair to two centimeters in length, her eyes were heavily ringed in black. And of course she’d given herself a few facial piercings; it’s what you did back then.

And outside it was summer.

It was too light out.

Which is why

DON

Saw her brother too clearly. He was sitting at the computer. Either he was in school staring with an open mouth at pornos on his device or he was sitting at home looking at it. Don didn’t care what he did. Her family didn’t matter to her one bit. People didn’t matter. She considered them an aberration. What would be the drawback of the planet flying through space pleasantly decorated with rocks instead of this biomass?

Speaking of which, Don’s mother took sedatives in order to forget that her life had been completely botched.

And as long as we’re talking about the subject of mental illness,

Don’s father