Back Every Little Secret
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

This was the life he’d dreamed of. He’d proved to himself he could be a better person and stay out of trouble. The blokes at work ribbed him all the time for sticking at home with what they called his pipe and slippers, and yeah maybe he did miss going out and having fun sometimes, but those carefree days were over. He’d grown up and was a responsible family man now. He was sensible and straight like Maddy, nothing like his useless father. He had a lot to thank her for.

When he thought back to the flat he’d shared with Gran, he pictured damp walls and curtains that were falling down, no double glazing, draughty windows and stick-on carpet tiles. The fridge was never packed with food like it was here. Now he earned a good wage and someone to share the bills with. They were lucky not to have a mortgage; by the time Maddy inherited the house the insurance had paid it.

‘Are you ready to go?’ Maddy called out.

‘We’re coming.’ He scooped Emily up and carried her down the stairs. It was almost lunchtime and a few of the mums that met at the library for story-time and crafting were meeting at the park for a teddy bears’ picnic.

He strapped Emily in the car and grabbed the hamper of food and drinks. Maddy brought Chloe out in her pram car seat and strapped it in the front facing backwards. Emily had chosen the blue fluffy teddy bear they’d bought her for her first birthday. She called him Beau although she meant Bow because of the large bow around his neck. It was the source of endless jokes between them.

‘Can you drive today, Max, I’m feeling tired.’

‘Of course. We don’t have to stay too long if you don’t want to.’

‘I’ll see how I feel. It’s such a beautiful autumn day and I didn’t want to let Diane down. She’s been organising this for weeks.’

‘You wouldn’t be letting her down, she’d understand. It’s only been three weeks since Chloe was born.’

‘A few of us are going to talk about starting a book group. We’ve sort of been doing it while we were pregnant, but we don’t want to let it drift away, so we thought if we made it more official, maybe invite a few other readers in and organise how often we meet et cetera, it’ll give us all something more interesting to share other than weaning recipes and feeding times.’

‘That sounds perfect for you.’ He climbed in the driver’s seat. Maddy got in next to him.

‘It is. My friend Jo and I used to spend hours discussing the books we’d read.’

‘The one from school? Are you still in touch with her?’ He started the car.

‘No, she died in her early twenties.’