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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘They worked so hard, we didn’t go out together as a family very much, so it was a really special day. I shouldn’t complain, we were comfortable. I always had new clothes and plenty to eat. We lived here in this beautiful house. Dad’s antique shop was thriving by then and Mum had opened the cafe, so she was working long hours too. I’d always hoped for a brother or sister, but Mum didn’t want any more children. She wanted to concentrate on building her business. Dad of course wanted loads of children, so it became a real bone of contention between them. After he died, Mum said that when they first got married, he’d expected her to stay at home, but she fought hard against it. He thought it made him look impotent only having one child.’

‘I hope you don’t think I’ve pushed you into giving up work.’

‘Not at all, I needed a change. It was time to sell the cafe and move on. I’m looking forward to being a full-time mum.’

‘You’re going to be great. And I promise you one or two children is enough for me.’ He laughed. ‘I doubt if my parents went on to have any more kids. I’m not even that interested.’

‘Maybe you’ll want to find out one day.’

He shrugged. ‘Possibly when I’m old and grey. Anyway, enough about that. I hereby declare that we’re officially reinstating Christmas as of today.’ A smile passed over Maddy’s lips, but it was going to take a lot more than that to cheer her up. It was pretty much her whole childhood memories in that box.

‘We should do that sometime, go and see a show. It’s been too many years since I’ve done anything like that.’ She reached up and threaded the Father Christmas decoration on a branch.

‘We will, we’ll do everything with our son or daughter: panto, sledging, Father Christmas’s grotto, ice-skating, you name it.’ He stood behind her and kissed her neck. All the things he’d dreamed of doing as a child too.

‘Look at this one!’ she said, taking out a wooden snowman. ‘This was my favourite.’ She kissed it and cradled it in her hands. ‘Oh, why did Dad have to ruin everything?’ She sighed and dropped the snowman back in its bed of tissue paper.

He gently pulled her round so she was facing him. ‘Tell me what you mean, what did he do?’ He took her cold hands and warmed them between his.

She looked away for a long moment before her eyes flashed back at him. ‘My dad died of a heart attack in bed with another woman – our bitch of a neighbour at number twelve.’