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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘I did okay. I went to college eventually and got into the building trade. Anyway, about two years before Gran died, she took me on holiday to Cornwall. It was the only proper holiday we ever had. She’d always wanted to see a Moon Garden, so that’s where we went. I’ll never forget it. It was a warm night and there was a lemony sherbet smell in the air. Gran said it was from the flowers that only bloomed in the dark. The eerie light of the full moon illuminated all the silvery-leafed plants and a massive circle of glowing white angel’s trumpets and moonflowers. Right in the centre was this fairy, sculpted from wire, blowing dandelion seeds and tinkling bells hung up across branches laden with white cherry blossom. It was an unbelievable sight, so magical.’

‘Sounds beautiful. It must have looked quite ghostly too. I’ve heard of a few plants used in night gardens, like evening primrose, night phlox and silver sage. But moonflowers are really special because they stay tightly shut during the day and only start to open their massive white flowers at dusk.’

‘It was a pilgrimage for Gran. She’d saved up for years to go there.’

‘She sounds like a very special lady.’

He nodded. ‘You’d have loved her.’ He stroked her face with his fingers. ‘I’ve never told anyone all this stuff before.’

‘Then I’m very privileged. I feel like we’ve known each other for years.’

‘Yeah, me too.’ They really clicked. She made him feel comfortable in his own skin. For once he didn’t have to pretend to be a hard nut. He could show his softer side and be himself with her more than anyone he’d ever known.

‘You’re one of the only people I know who understands how rewarding and soothing for the soul gardening is, getting your hands dirty, digging into the earth, planting and watching things grow. We may not realise it, but we all draw comfort from the cycle of the seasons.’

‘And the moon’s.’

‘Exactly. We all need those certainties in life. Gardening is about the only thing that’s kept me sane over the past few years.’ She gave a nervous laugh.

He gently pulled her closer to him. She’d been through a shit time the same as he had. No wonder they understood each other. They both gazed up at the sky. How amazing to meet someone who was interested in the same things as him. You’d have loved her, Gran. No doubt at all.