Back Every Little Secret
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

She laughed, her face glowing. She held out a towel. He took it and rubbed under his arms.

‘Mum didn’t like it at any age. I always had to sneak around. Relationships never lasted more than a few months.’

‘Wouldn’t it have been better to put her in a home?’

‘Not in the state she was in.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘She turned to drink after Dad died. It was a slow decline; I tried to stop her, hiding her bottles, but she was worse without it, vicious and bitter.’

‘So you cared for her since when you were at school?’

‘I’d come home and she’d be on the sofa, passed out drunk. Once she’d left the cooker on. It was lucky I came home when I did. I ended up staying off school more and more to look after her. I missed part of the last year.’

‘And they let you do that?’ He hung the towel up.

‘They sent work home, but I don’t think they really understood that I was caring for her alone.’ She opened the wardrobe door. ‘Mum wasn’t able to cope on her own. She couldn’t get over what Dad did to her, all his lies.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘I’d rather not talk about it right now.’

‘We couldn’t have done things like this then.’ He pulled her towards him.

‘God no, never.’ Maddy laughed and shut the wardrobe door. ‘She would’ve been banging on the ceiling with her broom, calling me for something, anything.’

She held up a navy suit.

‘Hey, what’s this? I don’t do suits,’ he said, ‘except weddings and funerals. Gotta be a good reason.’

‘It’s one of Dad’s. He never wore it.’ She looked hurt.

‘I don’t change the rules for just anyone you know,’ he said softly, lifting her chin. He kissed her lips.

‘I thought we could maybe go out for dinner, that’s all.’

Perhaps he should have come up with the idea himself. He watched her substantial backside as she left the room. It sounded like she meant business.

They arrived at The Swan and Bottle by the canal in Uxbridge at 8 p.m. and were shown straight to their table. A single candle flickered between them in the semi-darkness. Maddy ordered champagne.

‘Special occasion?’ asked the waiter, his moustache expanding with his grin.

Maddy smiled at Max.

Max reached across the table and took her hand. ‘You look beautiful,’ he said, admiring her red dress and softly curled hair.

‘You look pretty good yourself.’

‘Yeah the suit fits all right, doesn’t it?’

The waiter poured two glasses and placed the bottle in a silver bucket by the side of the table.

‘Here’s to us.’ Max raised his glass and tapped it against Maddy’s.

‘And here’s to you, Max, for making me so bloody happy.’