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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

After waving Emily off at the school gate, she carries on down Belmont Road, towards the shops, some of which are just opening. A road sweeper trundles along with his cart and grabber in hand; he tries to catch an empty plastic bag cartwheeling down the path. At the kiosk outside Uxbridge station, a small queue of people glance at their newspapers in between flicking their wrists over to check their watches. As she approaches, time seems to slow down and everyone stops and stares at her. A man at the front of the line with two cocker spaniels pulling on their leads, holds out his change to the woman sitting behind scores of front-page headlines in large bold letters:

BABY SNATCHED

Maddy blinks at all the faces staring at her. It’s in their eyes – questioning if this is her baby. She needs to be careful. Keep him safe, away from all the prying people Mother has warned her about. She turns left away from them, towards the main shopping precinct. Sam is awake but quiet, his cheeks the colour of cherries. Inside the precinct the metal grille covering H. Samuel clatters open halfway revealing the shiny black shoes of the proprietor. A man in the clothes shop next door is vacuuming as Maddy charges past. It is not until she has walked right through the centre that she comes to an abrupt halt outside an electrical shop.

Three televisions on a glittering podium flicker behind the glass. A woman she recognises is sitting at a table next to a policewoman. Her name is on the table in front of her: ‘Detective Inspector Fay Downy’. Cameras flash at them from different angles. Suddenly, the pale face of the woman she knows is filling the screen. Her watery eyes are puffy and shadowed, the blonde hair unwashed, almost mousy. She is looking straight at her. Maddy tries to read the trembling lips. She can make out the word ‘please’ three times before the woman breaks down. The camera pans back to the inspector. Her fingers lock together and lift off the table when she emphasises a word. The camera pans back to the other woman, holding a blue teddy. Maddy takes in a long, deep breath.

‘Terrible, isn’t it?’ says a voice next to her, giving her a start. An old lady with a shopping trolley bag is watching the televisions alongside her. ‘Who’d take a dear little baby?’ She looks in at Sam who starts to grizzle. ‘There, there, you’re safe and sound, sweetheart, your mummy’s here.’ The woman smiles at Maddy. ‘Are you all right, my dear?’