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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘My darling, this is so terrible.’ Julie sits down and wraps her arms around her. ‘Tell me what happened, sweetheart.’ She takes Alison’s hands. ‘You’re freezing. Jamie can you fetch your mum a blanket, please?’

‘I fed him three ounces of milk and laid him in his crib. Then I went downstairs and made up one more ounce because he wouldn’t settle. But he’d quietened down, so I lay on the sofa for a minute, thinking he might start crying again, but he didn’t. I must have dozed off.’

‘Then he has to be in the house, he can’t just disappear.’

The thought of Adam flips over in Alison’s mind. ‘But the front door was open and I definitely locked it. The key is hanging in its usual place.’

‘Oh God, Ali, do you think it was Adam?’

The sound of a car door slamming sends Julie to the kitchen to check out of the window. ‘The police are here,’ she calls.

Alison takes a deep breath, wipes her eyes on the little vest and meets them in the hall. Inspector Fay Downy introduces herself, followed by PC Blunt. They ask to see the room Charlie went missing from.

‘And this is how you found the bedroom?’ the inspector asks.

Alison nods. Seeing the room in the emerging daylight makes her start shaking again. Julie takes a blanket from Jamie, places it around Alison’s shoulders and helps her back downstairs, while the police search the rest of the house.

Afterwards, they all sit at the kitchen table and Alison runs through what happened. Julie quietly makes tea and brings it over.

‘You say you locked the front door. Could you have forgotten to do that last night or left it in such a way that it could blow open?’ the inspector asks.

Alison shakes her head. ‘I always lock it in the evening and so I know I’ve done it, I hang the key up. If it was unlocked, I’d have left the key in the door.’

‘Okay, that makes sense. So, someone with a key must have come in. Can you think who that would be? A relative perhaps who, with all good intentions, has taken Charlie out to give you a break and not clicked the door shut properly? Your mum, perhaps, or the child’s father?’

Alison glances at Julie. Would he come in the middle of the night? She presses her hands to her cheeks. For several moments everyone is silent, waiting for her to speak. ‘I can only think of Sandra over the road, who does my ironing. And Adam, their dad.’

‘Absent father?’

Alison nods. ‘He upped and left about six weeks ago.’ Jamie snuggles into her side.

Julie gently squeezes Alison’s forearm.

‘And he still has a front door key?’

‘Yes, he does.’