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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Sorry, I won’t hold you up. I’m going out shortly, so just pop it through the door when you’re ready.’ She mimes scribbling on a piece of paper. Hopefully she thinks Maddy is Ukrainian or something and doesn’t speak English. Maddy gives her the thumbs up and lets herself in.

Poppy is there to greet her, as usual, and she gives him a cuddle and a biscuit from her pocket. In the kitchen, there is no sign of a water bowl, only an old ice-cream tub with the tiniest drop of water. The bowl is outside, dirty and empty. Maddy has an urge to kick it up in the air. She takes it in, scrubs and rinses it and fills it with clean cold water.

In the living room, there are toys strewn all over the floor and sofa, magazines piled on the coffee table. Does this little slut never clean up? She pulls out their holiday photo albums and unscrews a lid of superglue. Max swimming in the sea, eating out in the evening by candlelight, Jamie waving from a Helter Skelter. All those weeks away when she thought he was working hard, building his business. She squirts glue on each page and squeezes the album shut. She chucks it on the floor and stands on it, stamping her feet.

Upstairs she opens Max’s wardrobe and snips several inches off the bottom of each pair of trousers, collecting the cut-off ends in a plastic bag to take away. In Alison’s drawer she runs the scissors along each pair of tights. She takes out several of her jumpers and sprinkles itching powder in each. She’s tempted to shred the last of Alison’s clothes, but doesn’t want to be too obvious.

On the dressing table, she notices the jewellery box unlocked. Inside are pieces of gaudy costume jewellery: large hoop earrings and chunky necklaces, fashion watches with glittery faces. On the lowest tier is the asymmetrical heart necklace she saw her wearing, identical to hers. Too refined for this cheap slut. She holds it up to herself in the mirror. Her mother looks back at her, slowly nodding. What would have been the occasion for this? She imagines him buying both at the same time, wrapping them up, writing two cards, thinking he was being so clever deceiving them, all the time with his false heart.