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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

The receptionist directed him up a flight of stairs. He peered through the wire-enforced glass. Ali sat alone, hunched in one corner of a dim waiting room. He wanted to walk away; he couldn’t face this – he knew the script. As he turned the handle, Ali looked up with her dark smudged eyes, face pale and ragged. Unsteady on her feet, she flung herself at him, burying her head in his chest.

‘He’s in surgery for the gash on his head.’ She drew back from him and pointed to the same spot on her forehead.

‘You never said.’ His heart knocked against his chest.

She guessed its size for him with her thumb and forefinger. ‘They don’t know yet. They don’t know if…’ She slumped back in the seat. Max crouched in front of her, cupping her hands in his, gently jogging them up and down.

‘He’ll be fine, I know he will.’ But as he said it, he hoped he hadn’t somehow unstitched his son’s destiny. It seemed like the right thing to say. He hoped it turned out well. He remembered saying it to Maddy, and her nodding, believing every word. And thankfully Emily had been fine. The brain damage was slight. It meant she was a bit slower at times and susceptible to fits, but she’d been lucky. A few more seconds under water and it would have been a different story.

Ali wiped her face with a crumpled tissue, rocking back and forth. He slipped into the chair next to her and leaned back, his head touching the wall. Perhaps there was no point in worrying if the outcome of their lives had already been decided. His gran had believed a person had little influence over fate. All he knew for certain was that wishing with every cell in his body was never enough.

The door swung open and a nurse in silent black shoes came towards them. She crouched down and took Ali’s hand in hers.

‘Jamie’s out of surgery and he’s responding well.’

‘Thank God.’ Ali covered her eyes and sobbed.

Max put an arm across her back and kissed her wet cheek. He swallowed hard and pressed his lips shut.

The nurse turned to Max. ‘Are you Jamie’s dad? I’m sure you realise, he’s a very lucky boy.’

Max squeezed Ali’s hand. ‘Is he going to have any… lasting effects?’ He pictured himself and Maddy asking the same thing about Emily. He could feel Ali’s eyes flash at him. He guessed she hadn’t wanted to think that far ahead, but they had to know.

‘The doctors think not,’ said the nurse. ‘They’re as sure as they can be at this stage, but the next 24 hours are critical in assessing the outcome of a head injury. All his vital signs are normal, so it’s looking positive.’