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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Alison gives Natty her best smile, but tears are pricking her eyes. She still hasn’t got to the bottom of why Jamie went out yesterday. He’s being very secretive. Her fingers slide over his lips. He frowns up at her, but she won’t look directly at him. She will not put up with this behaviour.

‘George.’ Natty catches the arm of a white-bearded man as he appears behind her. ‘Come and meet our new neighbours.’

George is a short stocky man with surprisingly skinny legs. He’s wearing a big knit sweater, over-the-knee shorts and canvas shoes with no socks. He salutes and tips his sailor’s cap then disappears indoors.

‘We’ll be ship shape by this evening,’ Natty chuckles, showing an uneven set of rotten teeth.

‘Really?’ Alison says. She needs to sit down. This baby feels so heavy today.

‘We don’t have many things, lived on a boat up till now.’

‘Oh.’ Alison doesn’t mean to be abrupt, but she’s put out by people who are more organised than she is.

‘Mind you, it’ll take a while to find our land legs.’ She chuckles. ‘When’s your husband back?’

Alison doesn’t like people assuming she’s married, but she also hates not being able to call Adam her husband. She’s not about to correct her. ‘He probably won’t be back today.’

‘Busy man, is he? That’s a shame.’

Alison thinks she says it like she doesn’t mean it.

‘He works very hard.’ Her voice quivers slightly, making her sound unsure like a child.

Natty smiles widely. It’s more of a disbelieving smirk, meaning we both know the truth: he’s left you and he’s not coming back.

Alison goes to push the key into the lock but misses. She tries again, conscious of being watched. It slides in and she opens the door. Poppy races out barking. The terrier re-appears, growling. Alison pulls Poppy by the collar and shoos him indoors shutting the door behind them.

In the hallway, she detects a fresh lemony smell. The laminate floor looks shiny. She tries to think if it’s ever looked that way since they moved in. The pile of magazines on the bench behind the door has vanished. In fact, all the clutter piled there has gone. In the sitting room, everywhere is tidy. Dusty shelves have been wiped down, fingerprints buffed from the windows. There isn’t one speck of dust or hair on the rug.

Jamie is holding a photo. Even upside down she knows she’s never seen it before. Adam is younger, standing with a dark-haired woman. Their arms are around each other in a garden, but Jamie’s thumb is obscuring the woman’s face. Without thinking, Alison snatches the photo out of his hand.

‘Mum!’