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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘’Course, as long as you understand I’ll be away for several days at a time.’ He turned away and gulped down a glass of water. It would be tricky, but what choice did he have? He’d struggled over it for months. He just couldn’t give up Maddy and the girls and he had to do everything possible to protect them from this. Why should they suffer? They hadn’t done anything wrong. He’d managed to keep it all on his terms so far, coming here a couple of nights a week and every other weekend. Holidays could be difficult, but he’d work something out. Better than having some judge tell him when he could or couldn’t see his kids.

‘What are the houses like?’

‘Three bedrooms, good size garden, all mod cons, as Gran would say. The one I have in mind has an old apple tree in it.’

She snuggled under his arm.

‘It’s the best one, corner plot, plenty of space for Jamie to run around.’ The truth was, he’d picked it weeks ago because it had a similar layout to home.

‘Low maintenance, I hope; you know I hate gardening.’

‘I can do all that, it’s mainly lawn anyway. Perfect for football.’

‘We could patio it.’

‘That would be a shame, I was thinking of planting some vegetables.’

‘It’d be good for Jamie to ride his bike.’

‘Well why don’t you come and see it first?’

She sat up. ‘Today?’

He thought for a minute. ‘Yeah, okay, why not. The decorating is almost finished. I hope you like it – chose it myself.’ He’d already put his name down for it so his boss didn’t mind him choosing the décor. It was the same wallpaper and carpets he’d used at home so that everything was familiar to him. Less likely to make a stupid mistake.

‘It’ll be our new start – as a proper family.’ She kissed him on the cheek.

Jamie came in holding an Action Man attached to a harness and bungee rope he’d bought him.

‘I’m hungry,’ he said, climbing into bed between them.

‘Hello little man.’ Max gave him a hug.

‘We’ll get up in a minute,’ Ali said. ‘Shall I make porridge?’

‘Yeah.’ Jamie rubbed his tummy.

‘Then we’re going on a secret journey.’ Max put his finger to his lips.

He giggled. ‘Where are we going?’

Max and Ali laughed. ‘It’s a secret!’ they said together.

‘Wait here, I’ve got something for the birthday girl.’ Max went out of the room and a few moments later came back with a large box tied up with a bow. He laid it gently on the carpet.

Ali’s eyes shone. The box moved by itself.

‘What is it, Jamie?’ She threw back the duvet and stood up.

Jamie giggled. ‘It’s a surprise!’

‘Take a look inside.’ Max grinned at her.