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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘He’s really sad he couldn’t make it, Jamie, so he asked me to come for him. I hope that’s okay?’ She scans his heart-shaped face: the nose and eyes are so like Max, and the long dark eyelashes, Emily has the same ones too.

‘But he promised he’d be here,’ he whines. ‘Where is he?’

‘He had to go away for work, but he says he really misses you and he left this for you.’ She reaches in her pocket and hands him a present. He rips it open hungrily and takes out a bar of his favourite chocolate; at least, she guesses it’s his favourite because she’s found enough wrappers in his bin. Inside is another present. He opens it and shouts with delight at the set of rare black star Pokémon cards. Maddy is well aware of his huge collection carefully displayed in special albums, and knows from Emily going to boys’ birthday parties that these are the ones they really want.

‘You’ll probably have to hide them from your mum, otherwise she’ll start asking questions and we don’t want your dad getting in trouble, do we?’

Jamie shakes his head. ‘When’s he coming home though?’

‘I’m sure it won’t be long now. I think he’s staying away because he had a bad argument with your mum?’ She’s searched through Alison’s Facebook page and, reading between the lines, that’s the main reason she believes he’s not come back. But in Maddy’s mind there can only be one reason why he’s disappeared from Alison’s life, too, and she can’t accept that, not until a body is found.

‘Yeah, they’re always shouting at each other because Mum wants to get married and he doesn’t. I wish they’d stop, because it doesn’t matter, but nobody asks me.’

‘Ah, I’m really sorry. That must have been tough for you. She’s not very nice to your dad. I think he’s had enough.’ Why didn’t he leave Alison and come home?

He nods and looks like he might cry. Emily is watching them, so she beckons her over. Jamie is looking over his shoulder like he ought to get back.

‘There’s something else your dad asked me to do. He wants you to meet someone special.’

‘Who?’

‘This is Emily. She’s your half-sister. Emily, meet Jamie.’ They look at her then at each other. Jamie frowns and steps back.

‘I’d better go home.’ His voice is small. It’s a shock, of course it is, which is why she’s not mentioned the baby.

‘Already? You’ve only just got here. I’m sure your dad would love you to stay and play with your little sister, so you can get to know each other?’