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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

She cuts open one of the bin bags he brought in. It’s mostly kids’ toys with a faint whiff of vomit. Rob will wash them later. She opens the next bag and it’s full of unopened rolls of neon wallpaper. Someone had a change of heart. They can probably go straight out on the shelves. Some arty type will buy them. The third bag is bulging and heavy. Must be full of clothes. She rips it open and pulls out a neatly folded pile of jeans followed by jumpers. The top one is a cute polar bear Christmas jumper with glitter on white peaks of snow. It’s beautiful. She used to have one just like it. It never stops surprising her what people throw out. Underneath is another festive knit, a thinner material, long sleeves, more a tunic. On the front, there’s a pattern in silver and gold snowflakes, making up the shape of a wreath. She’s recently bought one just like this in the Black Friday sales; in fact, this one still has the tag on it. Shame it’s never been worn. The jeans seem familiar. Someone has very similar taste to her. She holds up a pair, then another. Strange. She picks up the oldest pair and sticks her hand in the back pocket. There’s a small hole in it, just like in her own pair at home. She tips out the whole bag onto the table. All the clothes are hers. Is this a joke? She’s not donated anything from home for ages, so it’s definitely not her, she’s not going mad. How can this have happened? It has to be Adam, when he’s been in the house while she’s out. How dare he chuck out her clothes then dump them where she works! He must have known she’d find them.

On the shop floor, she finds Rob crouched in a corner, pairing up shoes. There’s a red pair of sandals she’s trying to resist.

‘Do you know who left those bags at the back door, because I’ve just found one full of my own clothes.’

‘Really?’ Rob arches an eyebrow.

‘Do you think Adam is trying to get rid of me?’

‘Ali, you know what I think about it.’ He sits back on his heels.

‘Why else would he do something like this?’

‘Look at the situation he’s left you in – you’re about to have his baby. You’ve got to ask yourself, what kind of bloke would do that?’

She sighs.

‘Why don’t I pop over tonight, and we can talk?’

She shakes her head and picks up the red sandal, slipping her hand inside it. She mustn’t encourage him.

‘You deserve better.’ His mouth relaxes into a warm smile.

She kicks the air with the sandal.