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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘What team do you support?’

‘Peterborough, I guess,’ Jamie said. A miniature goal stood at one end of the patio. Hardly enough space for a growing boy to run around.

‘I support Arsenal. I could take you to a home game if you like. Do you think your mum will let you?’

Jamie nodded, grinning.

‘Let’s see how many you can get past me,’ Max said.

Jamie concentrated hard before he kicked the ball. It shot straight past Max into the back of the net.

‘What? Where did that come from?’ Max raised his hands in disbelief. ‘You got golden boots or something?’

Jamie’s smile spread and lit up his face. He cracked a few more shots at goal and Max only saved one of them. Ali stood watching at the patio door.

‘Did you see that?’ Max said. ‘The boy’s got talent, I’m telling you.’

Jamie blushed.

‘I always knew it. Wanted to kick a ball about as soon as he could walk.’ Ali smiled. ‘Couldn’t he go to one of those academies?’

‘If he wants to and if they think he’s good enough.’ But he would never become a world class player in a garden the size of a postage stamp.

After dinner, Jamie helped Ali clear the table then he went to his room to play. He was a quiet, gentle child and deserved every privilege his girls had.

‘What are your arrangements here, rent-wise?’ Max asked, drinking another beer, pacing up and down the room. His brain was spinning into overdrive.

‘We’ve been here about two years, but we need to think about moving soon because the landlord is putting the rent up next year.’

‘Will you be able to get anything bigger? I mean you can barely call that a garden out there, it’s more like a yard.’ He pointed with his bottle.

‘I’m only just getting by now. You can see how pokey this is, but I can’t stretch to anything more on my wage.’

Max finished his second beer. He wanted his son to have a better life than this.

‘Before Tony there was Ian,’ she said. ‘He lived with us for the best part of a year. It was easier then with both wages coming in. Jamie was a toddler and got really attached to him, even started to call him daddy. I thought he was going to stay for good, but Jaz saw him out with another woman, so I ended it. I’ve been struggling ever since.’

‘So, there’s no one else on the scene?’

‘No, I’d tell you if there was.’ She sat on the sofa.

‘I promise I’ll do what I can to help. I want to be a big part of Jamie’s life.’

‘You’re away a lot with your job though, aren’t you?’

‘Yeah but I’ll visit as often as I can.’

‘Will you though?’