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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

Alison picks off the label with her child-like fingers and wraps the candle in crumpled tissue paper. ‘Thirty-five, please.’ She takes the money from Maddy’s hand, skimming her palm with her pointed nails. Maddy flinches.

‘Sorry, did I catch you?’ Her faint blue eyes are surrounded with dark, hollow sockets.

Maddy is silent.

Alison drops the coins in the till.

‘When are you due?’ Maddy asks, even though she already knows.

‘Nine weeks to go, God help me.’ Alison smiles and blows air out of her pursed lips. ‘What about you?’

‘Fourteen weeks.’ Maddy looks down at her roundness.

‘They say your second is always quicker, don’t they?’ Alison tips her head to the side, trying to meet her eyes.

‘Mine was.’

‘So, is this your third?’

‘Yes. But my second child died.’ Maddy tries not to notice Alison’s wide smile suddenly drop.

‘I’m so sorry… are you okay, you’ve gone very pale.’

Maddy’s legs start to tremble. Chloe’s dead face appears in her mind. She puts a hand to her forehead, it’s throbbing and hot. She doesn’t want to be here, she wants to be at home with Emily so she can hug her tight.

‘Come and sit over here. You don’t look right at all.’ Alison brings a chair around to the front and Maddy collapses into it. Her back, underarms and neck are drenched with sweat.

‘Rob, grab me some water.’

The young man comes down from the ladder and goes through to the kitchen. He returns with a cloudy-looking liquid. Have they guessed who she is? Are they trying to poison her?

‘You’re not married, are you?’ Maddy asks.

For a fleeting moment Alison frowns. ‘Doesn’t matter these days, does it?’ She laughs, turning to Rob next to her. He shakes his head.

‘Unless he’s already married, of course.’

Alison’s mouth falls open. ‘Well no, I’d never do that.’

‘Wouldn’t you? How do you know?’

‘Why would you say that?’

‘Because, you can’t trust any of them.’

‘I think you ought to go.’ Rob comes around to the front of the counter.

‘Hang on, are you the woman who knocked at my door that time?’ Alison says, clutching the carrier bag.

Maddy stands up and slams the glass down on the counter. ‘Tell me where my husband is?’ Maddy shouts at her.

‘I told you before, I don’t know him.’

‘You’re lying, what have you done with him – he’s my husband!’

‘Get her out of here,’ Alison calls to Rob, but before he can do anything Maddy is marching towards the door. She skims past the racks of clothes, knocking a grey dress to the ground. Her mother smiles out from a mirror like the Cheshire cat.