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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Ray’s about. I hear things but haven’t seen him. We’ve never talked since, you know.’ She twisted her coat belt into a knot.

‘Okay, maybe it was a bit stupid, but I wouldn’t have got back in touch with you if I hadn’t gone in there, would I?’ He longed to touch the side of her face, to kiss her lips. But he was here to end it before he got in too deep.

‘You should dump that knuckle head.’

‘It’s not that simple.’

‘The guy’s a loser.’

‘He’s done a lot for me, helped me pay my rent, stuff like that.’ She pulled at the knitted scarf hanging loose round her neck. ‘I can’t stay long.’

‘We’ve just got here.’ He slipped his fingers around the edge of her scarf and gently pulled it away from her skin. ‘What’s this?’

‘It’s nothing.’ She tugged his hand away and pulled the scarf up.

‘If it’s nothing, show me.’ He caught hold of her hand and carefully unravelled the scarf. The skin on one side was mottled, red and purple.

‘It’s a game, a love bite, that’s all.’ She wouldn’t look at him.

‘What kind of fucking game?’

‘Tony was mucking about.’ She slid her hair out of the band and let it fall across her face. ‘He likes it a bit rough, you know.’

‘Around your neck? Am I meant to believe that?’

Ali stood up. ‘I know you’re not exactly friends.’

‘Err… you could say that. Did you know he helped your brothers kick the hell out of me?’

‘I didn’t. I’m sorry.’ She gathered up her bag.

‘What else has he done to you?’ He stood up too, pulse racing. The thought of him hurting her, touching her, made him want to spew his guts up. How did she end up with Tony, for God’s sake, of all people?

‘I have to go,’ she said backing away.

‘Finish with him, please,’ he said softly, taking her hand. ‘You deserve better than that.’

‘I need to think.’

‘Hey, remember that time we got away to London for the day?’

She smiled.

‘It was the first time I felt completely free, like I didn’t have to check over my shoulder.’

‘We had lunch outside in Covent Garden and the statue of the man painted gold made you jump.’

‘And you were so scared going up in the London Eye, you clung to me the whole way round.’

She nodded. ‘It was a great day.’

‘I’m sorry there weren’t more days like that.’ He took her hand. ‘Please don’t go back to him, Ali.’

‘I have to go. I’m sorry.’ She twisted away from him and ran down the path.

‘I’m going to call you on Friday,’ he shouted after her.

But she didn’t stop.