Back Every Little Secret
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Chapter Sixty
  64. Chapter Sixty-One
  65. Chapter Sixty-Two
  66. Chapter Sixty-Three
  67. Chapter Sixty-Four
  68. Chapter Sixty-Five
  69. Chapter Sixty-Six
  70. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  71. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  72. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  73. Chapter Seventy
  74. Chapter Seventy-One
  75. Chapter Seventy-Two
  76. Chapter Seventy-Three
  77. Chapter Seventy-Four
  78. A Letter From Ruby
  79. Acknowledgements
  80. About the Author
  81. Also by Ruby Speechley

‘Adam, is that you?’ She waits a second. ‘Adam? Adam? Look, whoever this is, stop ringing me or I’ll call the police,’ she shouts. At that moment an apple falls in front of her, thudding on the roof of Jamie’s playhouse. The line goes dead and she’s left startled at the falling missile. ‘This tree has to come down,’ she says aloud. The parasol is flapping round and round in a circle, casting a long shadow on the ground.

In the morning, Alison walks the dog around the block before the tree surgeon arrives. On the way home, she runs through her argument with Adam on the last day she saw him. Breakfast TV sparked it off. A couple were having a beach wedding in Jamaica. She said that could be them one day. Except she thought she’d said it under her breath, but Adam slammed his mug of tea down, sloshing it over the table.

‘I thought I made it clear,’ he said, an icy edge to his voice. She switched the television off. Jamie stopped eating.

‘Jamie, eat up.’ She followed Adam into the hallway.

‘Are you saying you won’t ever marry me?’ she asked.

‘That’s right.’ He put his jacket on, his back to her.

‘But we always said we would. I mean Jamie and the new baby need security. What’s changed?’

Adam lowered his face close to hers, teeth clenched. ‘You’ve sucked every single penny out of me, what security do you think a piece of paper will give you?’ He’d slammed the front door behind him, leaving her in a swirling gust of air.

She’d never seen him like that before. It wasn’t the Adam she fell for. He sounded more and more like her father. When they were first together, they talked all the time about getting engaged, running away to get hitched so her father didn’t find out. He’d been full of it then, told her they could run away to Gretna Green and he’d found a place that sold decent second-hand wedding dresses. He’d been more happy-go-lucky then. Full of big plans about their future. The house he wanted to build. It was his idea for them to get matching tattoos. A and A. They were a team. He made her feel safe. For the first time in her life she hadn’t been scared of her father anymore, but that hadn’t lasted.