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  1. NAYANIKA MAHTANI
  2. Contents
  3. Advance Praise for the Book
  4. 1947
  5. Drawing the Line
  6. Paper Boats
  7. Zero Hour
  8. The Referee
  9. Musaafir Khaana
  10. As if Nothing Had Happened
  11. No Man’s Land
  12. 2008
  13. Of Mice and Men
  14. There’s More to Life than Cricket
  15. Poster Girl
  16. Recess
  17. Talking in Riddles
  18. Blue-Black Nothings
  19. Selection Day
  20. We’ve Got News
  21. ‘That Voice’
  22. Winging It
  23. The Unspoken Code
  24. Mind the Gap
  25. Dragon Breath
  26. Nabeel’s Kitchen
  27. Sumo Wrestling
  28. War of the Roses
  29. Too Much to Digest
  30. Alphonso Season
  31. Glorious Uncertainties
  32. Stalkers
  33. Empty-handed
  34. The Bridge
  35. The High Road
  36. Houseful
  37. Acrylics and Oils
  38. Rukhsana
  39. Rahmat Bibi
  40. Threads
  41. Too Familiar
  42. Fireflies
  43. Four’s Company
  44. Howzat?
  45. The Little Green Dot
  46. Touching Distance
  47. Filter Coffee
  48. Deadlock
  49. Unforgotten
  50. The Envelope
  51. Highway Robbers
  52. Travel Companions
  53. Unseen
  54. 2012
  55. Pitching It Right
  56. Epilogue
  57. What Did I Miss?
  58. Erasure
  59. Author’s Note
  60. Bibliography
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. Read more in Penguin
  63. Read more in Penguin
  64. Read more in Penguin
  65. THE BEGINNING

Rajan had first been in shock, then in denial. Arathi had almost fainted and it was only a strong filter coffee consumed in the safety of her own kitchen hours later that set her straight again.

Two days later, it was Habib and Inaya’s turn. As soon as Habib broke the news, Humaira started chanting prayers under her breath and wouldn’t listen to anything further that Habib had to say. Irfan simply pretended that he had urgent work calls to attend to and entertained no further discussion on the matter either.

Jai and Inaya had been in touch with each other over email and instant messaging, ever since Jai’s return.

‘How did the Big Announcement go? My parents may need aftershock therapy,’ wrote Jai.

‘Daadi has not stopped chanting prayers,’ Inaya wrote back. ‘And Abba is talking to imaginary people on the phone to deflect any further conversation on the topic.’

Jai grinned as he read this. ‘Sounds familiar. Hey, thanks again for the Nabeel Said thing. She is such a star.’

‘Glad it worked out. She seemed to like all your suggestions. You should follow-up on your café idea. You’d be okay at it.’

‘Thanks,’ typed Jai, not used to anything even slightly resembling a compliment from Inaya. ‘You should keep going with tape-ball. And if you come to India, we’ll go find Ghulan Joswami for you.’

Inaya burst out laughing as she read that.

‘It’s Jhulan Goswami, but thanks for the offer. Although judging by my family’s reactions, the India trip may never happen.’

Deadlock

Rawalpindi, Pakistan

An awkwardness lingered in the air between Humaira, Habib and Irfan. There hadn’t been a full-blown discussion of the matter—neither at the airport, nor on the flight, nor at home.

Inaya dreaded mealtimes. Dinner conversations were stilted and perfunctory, skimming the surface, skirting the periphery—as if Habib’s revelation had made them strangers all of a sudden.

‘How was school, Inaya?’ asked Habib.

‘It was good, Daada.’

Silence.

‘Can I pass anyone the mutton curry?’ asked Habib, looking at Humaira and Irfan.

‘No, thank you,’ said Humaira. ‘I’m sure we can help ourselves.’

Irfan looked up from his plate.

‘Excuse me, I have a work call,’ he said, pushing his chair back.

‘But it’s so late . . . ’ protested Habib.

‘It’s New York,’ said Irfan abruptly and left the room.

Habib fell silent. Humaira stole a glance at him and it was then that Inaya knew that the showdown was imminent.

‘I can’t believe that you have lived your whole life as a lie, Habib,’ she said, without looking up from her plate.

Habib looked at her, pained.

‘I was six years old when I was adopted, Humaira. How is the time before that my whole life?’

‘You could have still told me.’

‘I thought I had lost everyone from my birth family, Humaira. Please understand I wasn’t trying to deceive you. It was just very difficult to revisit that chapter of my life.’

‘And now? What happens now that you’ve reopened this chapter?’