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  1. NAYANIKA MAHTANI
  2. Contents
  3. Advance Praise for the Book
  4. 1947
  5. Drawing the Line
  6. Paper Boats
  7. Zero Hour
  8. The Referee
  9. Musaafir Khaana
  10. As if Nothing Had Happened
  11. No Man’s Land
  12. 2008
  13. Of Mice and Men
  14. There’s More to Life than Cricket
  15. Poster Girl
  16. Recess
  17. Talking in Riddles
  18. Blue-Black Nothings
  19. Selection Day
  20. We’ve Got News
  21. ‘That Voice’
  22. Winging It
  23. The Unspoken Code
  24. Mind the Gap
  25. Dragon Breath
  26. Nabeel’s Kitchen
  27. Sumo Wrestling
  28. War of the Roses
  29. Too Much to Digest
  30. Alphonso Season
  31. Glorious Uncertainties
  32. Stalkers
  33. Empty-handed
  34. The Bridge
  35. The High Road
  36. Houseful
  37. Acrylics and Oils
  38. Rukhsana
  39. Rahmat Bibi
  40. Threads
  41. Too Familiar
  42. Fireflies
  43. Four’s Company
  44. Howzat?
  45. The Little Green Dot
  46. Touching Distance
  47. Filter Coffee
  48. Deadlock
  49. Unforgotten
  50. The Envelope
  51. Highway Robbers
  52. Travel Companions
  53. Unseen
  54. 2012
  55. Pitching It Right
  56. Epilogue
  57. What Did I Miss?
  58. Erasure
  59. Author’s Note
  60. Bibliography
  61. Acknowledgements
  62. Read more in Penguin
  63. Read more in Penguin
  64. Read more in Penguin
  65. THE BEGINNING

After spending a few months in the refugee camps near Rawalpindi, the Haiders were allocated a house that had been abandoned by a Hindu family. It was a very basic home, nowhere near as grand as Musaafir Khaana, the home they had left behind, but they were grateful for a roof over their heads.

Rahmat Bibi was filled with trepidation as she approached the Haiders’ new home. What if she was found out? What if the Haiders discovered that this child was not born to Muslim parents? She had arranged for his circumcision to be carried out by her nephew who was a doctor, swearing him to secrecy, but what if the truth was somehow exposed?

She knocked timidly on the door, but as she waited, she lost her nerve and turned to leave. Just then, Javed Haider opened the door.

‘Yes, can I help you?’ he said, rather surprised to see old Rahmat Bibi on the doorstep, holding a little child by the hand.

‘Is Rukhsana Bibi home? I’m Rahmat Azam, an old friend of her family.’

Javed looked perplexed, never having heard the name earlier, but he invited her in all the same.

‘Do have a seat. I’ll let Rukhsana know you’re here.’

As she waited for Rukhsana, Rahmat Bibi’s fears resurfaced. But when Rukhsana entered the drawing room, one look at her gentle face set Rahmat Bibi’s apprehensions at rest. She knew she was doing the right thing. There was a kindness in Rukhsana’s eyes—the tenderness with which she looked at Tarlok filled Rahmat Bibi with hope.

‘I’m sorry to barge in like this, uninvited . . . ’ she began.

‘Not at all,’ said Rukhsana. ‘In fact, all of you are the ones who have taken us in, uninvited, into a new city, a new country . . . ’ She broke off as her voice faltered.

Rahmat Bibi took Tarlok by the hand and drew him into her lap.

‘Rukhsana Bibi, I hear that you have a loving heart—and this child here, Habib, needs compassion more than anybody else. He lost his parents in the riots—had I been younger, I would have gladly reared him as my own . . . ’

Rukhsana knelt by the sofa, with arms outstretched, ‘Come to me, Habib. Come, my child.’

Tarlok clutched Rahmat Bibi’s shalwar and sat glued to her lap.

‘Come to me, Habib,’ Rukhsana repeated.

‘My name is not Habib, it’s Tarlok,’ said the little boy.

Rahmat Bibi’s face went pale. Flustered, she rose and made to leave the room. ‘I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to mislead you . . . We’ll take our leave.’

‘One moment,’ Rukhsana’s voice stayed them when Rahmat Bibi was almost at the door, Tarlok’s little hand in hers. ‘You’ve visited our home for the first time—please don’t leave empty-handed.’

Rukhsana picked up a handful of nuts from a salver on the teapoy and approached Tarlok. She knelt and offered these to him.