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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Come on. Presenteeism is horribly passé, Gabs. Besides, none of these guys will give you any credit for being the last person here – I don’t think your daughter will thank you for it either …’

‘All right,’ she snapped. It was easy for Madeleine to say, having made a niche for herself working government-to-government under the Multilateral Policy Directorate, between London and Krakow, while Gabriela was at home grappling with the benefits of reusable vs disposable nappies.

Madeleine might have been able to bypass Emsworth and his whims and grab the role that she was due with both arms, but Gabriela was stuck, and the only way to prove she was equally serious about her job, now that she had the baby, was to push herself into the sightline of superiors from other departments.

‘I’m just saying, there are more important things in life. Go home to your family,’ Madeleine said, leaning down to kiss her friend on the cheek as she made to leave, her skin electrifying as their cheeks touched.

Chapter 14

Gabriela

‘So what’s new?’ Gabriela asked Madeleine a few weeks later as she lit her cigarette at the bottom of the stairs that led from KCS to the park.

Madeleine shrugged. ‘You know, this and that.’

There was something about her tone, the way she exhaled without looking at her that made Gabriela study her face more intently. ‘What does that mean?’

Madeleine was a terrible liar. ‘We’ve been told we have to be careful about how much we share with other departments.’

Gabriela paused. ‘OK. But it’s just me.’

‘I know,’ Madeleine said, facing her briefly and then looking away again.

‘What aren’t you supposed to talk about?’

‘Gabs, please don’t ask me to talk about stuff that I’ve just told you I can’t talk about.’

Gabriela’s mind spun back to the conversation with Emsworth, his mention of information finding its way into ‘the wrong hands’.

She paused, compelled to press Madeleine further, but one look at her face told her not to bother. Yet how could she feel hurt by her friend’s refusal to confide? It wasn’t like Madeleine was the only one who had chosen to keep secrets.

It was a few days later and everyone else seemed to have cleared off when Gabriela went to the printer to collect some documents she needed before finishing up for the day. As she approached, she heard the whirring of the machine and suddenly felt Emsworth push ahead of her.

‘I think that’s mine,’ he said firmly, and instinctively she took a step back.

‘Sorry.’

‘No problem.’ He smiled tightly before heading back to his office and filing the papers into his bag.

She waited where she was, collecting her own documents and then lingering until she saw him head out towards the loo.