Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

He lifted up his hands in an act of surrender. ‘I’m just responding to what you’re saying. There is no pressure from me for you to go back to work so soon. That’s all.’

‘Right, and you’ll pay the mortgage?’

‘I can get a job, Gabriela, you’re not the only person in this house with a brain. Jesus, you’re the one who said you wanted me to stay home with the baby and for you to w—’

She exhaled loudly. ‘Please, can we not argue? I’m just worried. I’m allowed to be worried, aren’t I?

There was someone else at her desk when she arrived at the office the following morning, dressed in the newly expansive suit trousers and blouse she’d bought to mark her return to work.

‘Hi,’ she said to the girl in her seat, who was wearing trainers and jeans and made Gabriela feel about 300 years old.

‘Hi,’ the young woman said, looking up as she continued to type, as if waiting for Gabriela to ask her a question. Her hair was pulled into a long dark ponytail and her fine fingers danced over the keyboard even as she maintained eye contact.

‘I’m Serena.’

‘Gabriela.’

Again there was an uncomfortable silence, so Gabriela said, ‘I’ve just come back from maternity leave, this is – this was – my desk …’

Blushing, Serena stood. ‘Oh God, sorry. I started a couple of months ago and this has been my desk ever since. Nobody mentioned …’ Her voice petered out and she waited there awkwardly, as if unsure whether to clear a space on the desk beside her.

Gabriela held out a hand, trying to keep the unreasonable level of contempt she felt off her face. ‘It’s fine, I’ll wait until Lauren gets here. I’ll just pop to the café …’

‘I’m really sorry,’ Serena called after her and Gabriela shook her head, reassuring her not to worry, telling herself it was just a misunderstanding.

‘You’ll be sitting here now,’ Lauren explained an hour later, pointing to a smaller desk at the far end of the office, not mentioning that this put her as far away from Emsworth as was conceivable without hanging her from the window by a noose.

‘Sure,’ Gabriela said, trying to smile.

If she had been under any illusion as to whether or not Emsworth still intended to put her forward for the promotion once she’d had the baby, that illusion was instantly shattered, scattering shards as sharp as glass which lodged themselves in her skin.

‘Welcome back, Gabriela,’ he managed a few days later, sweeping past her desk and patting her shoulder briskly as he continued moving through the office towards Serena.

‘You should go home,’ Madeleine insisted on her way out, later that day. Glancing at the desks which were largely empty aside from Johnny who was still beavering away, she placed a hand on Gabriela’s shoulder.