Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
He lifted up his hands in an act of surrender. ‘I’m just responding to what you’re saying. There is no pressure from me for you to go back to work so soon. That’s all.’
‘Right, and you’ll pay the mortgage?’
‘I can get a job, Gabriela, you’re not the only person in this house with a brain. Jesus, you’re the one who said you wanted me to stay home with the baby and for you to w—’
She exhaled loudly. ‘Please, can we not argue? I’m just worried. I’m allowed to be worried, aren’t I?
There was someone else at her desk when she arrived at the office the following morning, dressed in the newly expansive suit trousers and blouse she’d bought to mark her return to work.
‘Hi,’ she said to the girl in her seat, who was wearing trainers and jeans and made Gabriela feel about 300 years old.
‘Hi,’ the young woman said, looking up as she continued to type, as if waiting for Gabriela to ask her a question. Her hair was pulled into a long dark ponytail and her fine fingers danced over the keyboard even as she maintained eye contact.
‘I’m Serena.’
‘Gabriela.’
Again there was an uncomfortable silence, so Gabriela said, ‘I’ve just come back from maternity leave, this is – this was – my desk …’
Blushing, Serena stood. ‘Oh God, sorry. I started a couple of months ago and this has been my desk ever since. Nobody mentioned …’ Her voice petered out and she waited there awkwardly, as if unsure whether to clear a space on the desk beside her.
Gabriela held out a hand, trying to keep the unreasonable level of contempt she felt off her face. ‘It’s fine, I’ll wait until Lauren gets here. I’ll just pop to the café …’
‘I’m really sorry,’ Serena called after her and Gabriela shook her head, reassuring her not to worry, telling herself it was just a misunderstanding.
‘You’ll be sitting here now,’ Lauren explained an hour later, pointing to a smaller desk at the far end of the office, not mentioning that this put her as far away from Emsworth as was conceivable without hanging her from the window by a noose.
‘Sure,’ Gabriela said, trying to smile.
If she had been under any illusion as to whether or not Emsworth still intended to put her forward for the promotion once she’d had the baby, that illusion was instantly shattered, scattering shards as sharp as glass which lodged themselves in her skin.
‘Welcome back, Gabriela,’ he managed a few days later, sweeping past her desk and patting her shoulder briskly as he continued moving through the office towards Serena.
‘You should go home,’ Madeleine insisted on her way out, later that day. Glancing at the desks which were largely empty aside from Johnny who was still beavering away, she placed a hand on Gabriela’s shoulder.