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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Dana pauses before looking down. ‘They gave me a drink with something in it, it knocks you out and then when you wake up it’s hard to focus. There were three men who escorted me onto the boat, they said they had my papers, and then at some point they dropped me off with Gordana.

‘There was another girl there.’ Her eyes move up to mine, slowly. ‘Her name was Eva. She was a Gorani but she spoke a little English, we talked a bit. She was nice. She said she was going to stay with her sister. Then we fell asleep and when I woke up, she was gone.’

Her words hold me in my seat.

After a moment there is a beep and I see Madeleine make a face as she looks down at her phone.

‘I’m so sorry,’ she says, standing. ‘That’s the person I’m due to meet. I have to go. Isobel, a pleasure to meet you. Maureen assures me that this is all off the record.’

I nod, resenting her attempt at control, but say nothing, and Madeleine smiles, turning to Dana. ‘We’ll speak soon, OK? Thank you, Maureen. No, no, you stay there, I’ll let myself out.’

Once the sound of the clacking of heels followed by the front door closing fades, I hesitate for a moment before speaking again, not daring to meet Maureen’s eye, grateful that the NCA woman has already left. ‘OK. This Gordana woman, do you have an address?’

Chapter 53

Gabriela

The day Sadie was born, Gabriela had felt like she had been catapulted down a long, twisted, sealed slide and spat out into a world that was bright and dazzling and fraught with danger. It was like being led by the hand into a magical garden, and then struck over the back of the head with a lead pipe.

She had been so prepared for the birth. The antenatal ward at the Whittington Hospital, the air thick with disinfectant, the same corridors of the same hospital she had walked down when Valentina first got sick, turning right towards the oncology unit where the doctors talked about ‘streamlined integrated pathways’ and ‘patient empowerment’ before pausing for breath long enough to hear her mother ask, ‘How long until I die?’

Not long after she told Tom she was pregnant, he had returned home one evening with a book the size of a bible, which promised to tell them everything they needed to know in preparation for the birth of their baby. And it did, right up until the point when the child arrived, a tiny screaming human dependent on them and them only: the moment at which any plans Gabriela might have had fell apart.