Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
Dana pauses before looking down. ‘They gave me a drink with something in it, it knocks you out and then when you wake up it’s hard to focus. There were three men who escorted me onto the boat, they said they had my papers, and then at some point they dropped me off with Gordana.
‘There was another girl there.’ Her eyes move up to mine, slowly. ‘Her name was Eva. She was a Gorani but she spoke a little English, we talked a bit. She was nice. She said she was going to stay with her sister. Then we fell asleep and when I woke up, she was gone.’
Her words hold me in my seat.
After a moment there is a beep and I see Madeleine make a face as she looks down at her phone.
‘I’m so sorry,’ she says, standing. ‘That’s the person I’m due to meet. I have to go. Isobel, a pleasure to meet you. Maureen assures me that this is all off the record.’
I nod, resenting her attempt at control, but say nothing, and Madeleine smiles, turning to Dana. ‘We’ll speak soon, OK? Thank you, Maureen. No, no, you stay there, I’ll let myself out.’
Once the sound of the clacking of heels followed by the front door closing fades, I hesitate for a moment before speaking again, not daring to meet Maureen’s eye, grateful that the NCA woman has already left. ‘OK. This Gordana woman, do you have an address?’
Chapter 53
Gabriela
The day Sadie was born, Gabriela had felt like she had been catapulted down a long, twisted, sealed slide and spat out into a world that was bright and dazzling and fraught with danger. It was like being led by the hand into a magical garden, and then struck over the back of the head with a lead pipe.
She had been so prepared for the birth. The antenatal ward at the Whittington Hospital, the air thick with disinfectant, the same corridors of the same hospital she had walked down when Valentina first got sick, turning right towards the oncology unit where the doctors talked about ‘streamlined integrated pathways’ and ‘patient empowerment’ before pausing for breath long enough to hear her mother ask, ‘How long until I die?’
Not long after she told Tom she was pregnant, he had returned home one evening with a book the size of a bible, which promised to tell them everything they needed to know in preparation for the birth of their baby. And it did, right up until the point when the child arrived, a tiny screaming human dependent on them and them only: the moment at which any plans Gabriela might have had fell apart.