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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘So how was it?’ Gabriela asked, her attempt at sounding cheerful catching in her throat. Was this how it was to be from now on? Having to draw out words from her daughter like a fisherman, her hook repeatedly scratching at the flesh of her catch?

‘Good,’ Sadie said, looking out of the window from the back seat.

‘I missed you,’ Gabriela said, her voice barely audible, and Sadie continued to watch the streets of her childhood passing by, as if her mother wasn’t there.

Chapter 40

Isobel

After nearly half an hour of following the car from a safe distance, I arrive at a backstreet behind Tottenham Court Road and the driver pulls over abruptly outside a building painted a crumbling, sickly pink.

Driving past the car and pulling up slowly several metres along, I watch in my rear-view mirror. For a moment the BMW is still, and then a side door slowly opens and a pair of pale, bare legs appear from the passenger door, followed by another. A second later the driver emerges too, and the door slams shut.

Again, the man looks around, as if sensing he is being watched. Pushing myself lower in the seat, I follow him in the rear-view mirror, as he beckons the girls with a gesture of his head towards the back door of one of the buildings.

Once the door closes, I find myself staring out onto an empty pavement. Despite being in the middle of central London, the backstreet is quiet, lined with terraced houses on one side and a couple of warehouse-type buildings on the other, including the one into which the passengers from the BMW have disappeared.

For a moment, I am stumped. I can hardly go and knock on the door, and yet I can’t simply sit here. Just as I am about to open the car door, I see movement once more in the wing mirror: the same man, followed by a different girl this time, emerging from the front of the building.

Ducking down out of sight, I watch the girl follow him, blank-faced, into the car. Seconds later, the engine starts up and the vehicle screeches down the street straight past me.

For a second I think about heading after them, but something stops me: a familiar figure moves into view – the bright red cap and post-bag flashing in my line of sight as he turns into the building next to the one from which the man and woman recently emerged, pulling his trolley behind him.

Without a moment’s thought, I push open the door and walk briskly, trying to look casual, meeting the postman’s eye just at the point where he reaches the large black door. Pretending to search in my bag for a pair of keys, I smile.

‘Oh, thanks,’ I say, glancing gratefully at the letters in his hand.