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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

She laughed, her voice cracking in her throat. ‘Well, you can tell Joseph there are no polar bears in Moscow – certainly not in April – but if you can spare him, I would adore to take Otto with me.’

‘It’ll be a brilliant adventure for him,’ Tom said, ruffling their son’s head. It was the first time he had spoken for a while and when she looked at him, she pretended not to detect the strain in his features. Tom had been hurt when she refused his offer for the three of them to see her off at the airport. It would be too hard, she told him; too emotional, for everyone. And he had nodded along, as if he had believed it was that simple.

She didn’t look back after she closed the front door. Even when she felt her children’s eyes following her down the street through the slatted blinds in the living room, their stares urging her to turn, to give them a final wave; to give them the reassurance they so badly needed.

Instead, she kept her attention fixed on the pavement in front of her as she moved towards the cab, the wheels of her suitcase catching against chinks in the concrete, busying herself with the mechanism of the passenger door, and finally her seat belt. The clicking sound was the doors of a prison cell locking behind her.

It was only once the car had turned the corner that she let her head fall back, and the tears burn down her cheeks, saliva catching in her throat.

Chapter 52

Isobel

By the time I reach the refuge, I am out of breath.

‘That was quick,’ Maureen says, pulling open the door.

‘Is she here?’ I ask, already knowing the answer.

Maureen nods towards the open doorway, where a young woman about my own age sits at the table, beside another slightly older woman, with glossy skin and an expensive coat.

‘This is Dana,’ Maureen says and when the young woman nods in acknowledgement, her lips crack under the weight of frosty-pink gloss, turning up slightly at the corners in an attempt at a smile.

‘And this is Madeleine. Madeleine works at the National Crime Agency,’ Maureen adds and Madeleine nods, her eyes sharp and unreadable as they meet mine.

‘Dana has been working with the organisation to help report suspected instances of trafficking. She has been hugely brave in working with Madeleine, and she thinks she might be able to help you.’

‘I’m not here in an official capacity,’ Madeleine says. ‘Maureen mentioned your enquiries, and I thought of Dana. Maureen tells me you’re a brilliant journalist, and very trustworthy.’

There is a flicker in her expression that tells me she thinks this is an unlikely notion, but she is clearly as in awe of Maureen as I am.

‘Thank you,’ I say and Madeleine shakes her head.