Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
She laughed, her voice cracking in her throat. ‘Well, you can tell Joseph there are no polar bears in Moscow – certainly not in April – but if you can spare him, I would adore to take Otto with me.’
‘It’ll be a brilliant adventure for him,’ Tom said, ruffling their son’s head. It was the first time he had spoken for a while and when she looked at him, she pretended not to detect the strain in his features. Tom had been hurt when she refused his offer for the three of them to see her off at the airport. It would be too hard, she told him; too emotional, for everyone. And he had nodded along, as if he had believed it was that simple.
She didn’t look back after she closed the front door. Even when she felt her children’s eyes following her down the street through the slatted blinds in the living room, their stares urging her to turn, to give them a final wave; to give them the reassurance they so badly needed.
Instead, she kept her attention fixed on the pavement in front of her as she moved towards the cab, the wheels of her suitcase catching against chinks in the concrete, busying herself with the mechanism of the passenger door, and finally her seat belt. The clicking sound was the doors of a prison cell locking behind her.
It was only once the car had turned the corner that she let her head fall back, and the tears burn down her cheeks, saliva catching in her throat.
Chapter 52
Isobel
By the time I reach the refuge, I am out of breath.
‘That was quick,’ Maureen says, pulling open the door.
‘Is she here?’ I ask, already knowing the answer.
Maureen nods towards the open doorway, where a young woman about my own age sits at the table, beside another slightly older woman, with glossy skin and an expensive coat.
‘This is Dana,’ Maureen says and when the young woman nods in acknowledgement, her lips crack under the weight of frosty-pink gloss, turning up slightly at the corners in an attempt at a smile.
‘And this is Madeleine. Madeleine works at the National Crime Agency,’ Maureen adds and Madeleine nods, her eyes sharp and unreadable as they meet mine.
‘Dana has been working with the organisation to help report suspected instances of trafficking. She has been hugely brave in working with Madeleine, and she thinks she might be able to help you.’
‘I’m not here in an official capacity,’ Madeleine says. ‘Maureen mentioned your enquiries, and I thought of Dana. Maureen tells me you’re a brilliant journalist, and very trustworthy.’
There is a flicker in her expression that tells me she thinks this is an unlikely notion, but she is clearly as in awe of Maureen as I am.
‘Thank you,’ I say and Madeleine shakes her head.