Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
‘Oh, Callum.’ For a moment it was as though her heart might rupture.
‘Hey, tell you what, ask Daddy to switch the call to video …’ Any doubt in her mind was cast aside by the sound of her son’s heartache. Besides, what would be the harm? Ivan wouldn’t be coming back for ages.
A couple of moments passed before she saw her son’s image emerge on the screen. A second later, she saw her own face appear in the corner, and an involuntary smile appeared on Callum’s face.
‘Hey, I want to see.’
It was Sadie’s voice and after a brief wobbling motion, her eyes appeared next to Callum’s.
Gabriela’s heart swelled. ‘Hello.’
‘There you are,’ Tom’s voice said and she felt a stab of pain.
‘Hey you.’
‘Mummy, you look tired,’ Sadie said and Gabriela realised she was still in her pyjamas.
‘Hey, let me see where you are …’ Callum said and at the sound of his voice she faltered, though only for a moment. On the brief occasions she had agreed to video-call from the house in London, she’d had to bunker up in one of the bedrooms and pretend to be in a meeting room or the bathroom, without any immediate access to the outside world to share with them.
Now was her chance to prove to them where she was – to show them that she hadn’t lied.
‘Look,’ she said, moving towards the window and unlocking it. Pushing it open, she held the handset out onto the street and let it linger for a moment on the view of the government building that could not be mistaken for anywhere but here.
‘You see that? That’s Moscow.’
As the words came out of her mouth, she felt a wave of self-satisfaction and relief for the evidence she had finally been able to provide them with. When she looked out of the window and saw Ivan’s face looking back at her, she felt such an intense stab of horror that for a second she thought it might have been her mind playing tricks.
Chapter 58
Isobel
It is dark as I stand on the platform at Elephant and Castle, waiting for the train to take me back north, my body pulsing with nervous energy.
Part of me wants to take the next train to Kentish Town and then run the mile or two straight from there to the address Gordana has scrawled on the back of a scrap of paper. But a rational voice in my head tells me to slow down. Not tonight, the voice says. For God’s sake don’t rush this.