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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

And yet, Polina is right, because she knows Layla better than anyone. She has spent more time with Layla in her short time on earth than anyone else. It was Gabriela’s lap she chose for cuddles when all was well, but it was Polina to whom she instinctively turned when the tears rose in her eyes.

‘I’ll go and get packed then,’ she says, moving towards the hall, regretting not having gathered all that she needed before Polina returned.

And then she hears the door click open and a voice calling her daughter’s name, and when she turns she sees him standing in the doorway, blocking their escape.

Chapter 76

Gabriela

It takes a moment for Gabriela to compose herself, and when she does, she sees that Ivan is looking at her in a way that makes her rearrange herself on the spot.

‘But what are you doing here?’ she asks, recovering herself just enough for the sentence to form.

‘I was about to ask you the same thing …’ He lingers for a moment as if awaiting a reply, and then he says, ‘My flight was cancelled. I’m leaving tomorrow instead.’

‘OK,’ she says, after a moment. ‘My course was postponed. I didn’t see any reason to tell you, as you were supposed to be away.’

‘I see. Well, that’s worked out well then, hasn’t it?’

‘Hasn’t it?’ she says, as he leans in to kiss her, the bristle of his beard scratching her cheek.

‘I’ll cook for all of us. Polina, too,’ she says as evening folds in, having spent the afternoon resisting the urge to stare at him, to scour his face for evidence of what he does and does not know.

She moves into the kitchen and puts on the apron hanging on the back of the door – the one she had made, with a print of Layla and Ivan with Ivan’s mother from their trip to Moscow, the three of them on the sofa in her apartment.

‘Polina,’ Gabriela calls out. ‘You’ll eat with us, won’t you? I need a drink,’ she says, turning to Ivan. ‘Do we have gin?’

‘We seem to have run out,’ he says. ‘What about something else? We have wine or—’

‘I really fancy gin. Do you think you could run out and grab some, while I prepare this?’

He pauses. ‘OK. If you’re sure you can’t have something else.’

‘I’m sorry,’ she says. ‘You don’t mind, do you?’

Polina walks into the hall and out of nowhere she has a flicker of memory of Madeleine talking. Information from insider informants.

Pushing the voice away, she looks back at Ivan and he shrugs, then pulls on his coat. ‘Anything else?’

‘I don’t think so,’ she says.