Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
‘What’s going on?’ he said as she opened the door, her cheeks hot, the sound of Layla’s screams rising from inside the apartment.
‘Sorry about the latch.’ She moved quickly to the bedroom. ‘Habit, I suppose. You’re back early?’
He placed his keys and gloves on the table in the hall.
‘Things didn’t take as long as I had expected them to. Who were you talking to?’
Her face was focused on Layla as she lifted her out of the cot.
Pretending to be distracted by the crying, she barely turned. ‘Hmm?’
‘Just now, at the window. You were on the phone.’
She tried to laugh. ‘That. Oh, I was making a movie. Don’t laugh, it’s ridiculous.’
‘A movie?’
‘Like a home movie.’ She couldn’t find the words quickly enough. ‘You know what I mean, I was filming the view and then saying where we were. Oh God, I feel so stupid. It’s just a little thing for Layla, I thought it might be nice when she gets older to have a memory of our first trip here together.’
Finally allowing herself to look up, she caught Ivan’s eye and his mouth twitched before forming a hesitant smile. ‘You sentimentalist.’
Kissing her on the forehead, his lips lingering on her skin a moment too long, he took Layla from her arms and she quietened almost instantly.
‘Let’s have a look, then.’
‘Sorry?’
‘The film. Let’s see what you got.’
She paused, her smile threatening to crack. ‘OK,’ she said, pulling the phone from her pocket, the sweat seeping through her palms.
‘Give it to me, then,’ Ivan said, though he was limited from reaching out by the way he was holding Layla.
She took a step back, keeping her eye on the phone, too nervous to make eye contact.
‘Shit.’ She looked at the screen before moving away from him towards the door. ‘It didn’t record. I’m such a Luddite, I must have not pressed the button properly. I’ll go and make us some tea.’
Chapter 60
Gabriela
‘Where did you say we were going for dinner?’ she asked later that afternoon, walking into the dressing room where Ivan was picking a watch from the drawer.
The room was perfectly illuminated by a series of lights impressed like jewels into the lush Italian wallpaper. On one side, it was lined with perfectly pressed shirts mirroring the ones that hung in the dressing room in London. Silk lavender bags hung from the rails.
Ivan had laughed the first time she saw the dressing room in London, watching how Gabriela’s eyes widened at the rows of almost identical suits and leather shoes buffed to a shine on a plinth that ran along the bottom of the exposed wardrobe.
‘I know, it’s a bit Patrick Bateman,’ he winced. ‘But Polina likes to keep it in order, and who am I to complain?’