Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘What’s going on?’ he said as she opened the door, her cheeks hot, the sound of Layla’s screams rising from inside the apartment.

‘Sorry about the latch.’ She moved quickly to the bedroom. ‘Habit, I suppose. You’re back early?’

He placed his keys and gloves on the table in the hall.

‘Things didn’t take as long as I had expected them to. Who were you talking to?’

Her face was focused on Layla as she lifted her out of the cot.

Pretending to be distracted by the crying, she barely turned. ‘Hmm?’

‘Just now, at the window. You were on the phone.’

She tried to laugh. ‘That. Oh, I was making a movie. Don’t laugh, it’s ridiculous.’

‘A movie?’

‘Like a home movie.’ She couldn’t find the words quickly enough. ‘You know what I mean, I was filming the view and then saying where we were. Oh God, I feel so stupid. It’s just a little thing for Layla, I thought it might be nice when she gets older to have a memory of our first trip here together.’

Finally allowing herself to look up, she caught Ivan’s eye and his mouth twitched before forming a hesitant smile. ‘You sentimentalist.’

Kissing her on the forehead, his lips lingering on her skin a moment too long, he took Layla from her arms and she quietened almost instantly.

‘Let’s have a look, then.’

‘Sorry?’

‘The film. Let’s see what you got.’

She paused, her smile threatening to crack. ‘OK,’ she said, pulling the phone from her pocket, the sweat seeping through her palms.

‘Give it to me, then,’ Ivan said, though he was limited from reaching out by the way he was holding Layla.

She took a step back, keeping her eye on the phone, too nervous to make eye contact.

‘Shit.’ She looked at the screen before moving away from him towards the door. ‘It didn’t record. I’m such a Luddite, I must have not pressed the button properly. I’ll go and make us some tea.’

Chapter 60

Gabriela

‘Where did you say we were going for dinner?’ she asked later that afternoon, walking into the dressing room where Ivan was picking a watch from the drawer.

The room was perfectly illuminated by a series of lights impressed like jewels into the lush Italian wallpaper. On one side, it was lined with perfectly pressed shirts mirroring the ones that hung in the dressing room in London. Silk lavender bags hung from the rails.

Ivan had laughed the first time she saw the dressing room in London, watching how Gabriela’s eyes widened at the rows of almost identical suits and leather shoes buffed to a shine on a plinth that ran along the bottom of the exposed wardrobe.

‘I know, it’s a bit Patrick Bateman,’ he winced. ‘But Polina likes to keep it in order, and who am I to complain?’