Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
There is a stinging silence and then I say, ‘All I want is to know where she went. Eva. I want to know where they sent her. I have no interest in you. Your name doesn’t even need to come up. Unless …’
Through the quiet, there is a baby’s cry from the next room.
I look at her and cock my head. ‘Oh dear,’ I say. ‘Is that your baby? Oh dear, I wonder what will happen to it when the police …’
‘You have no idea what you’re getting involved in,’ Gordana says, shaking her head at me. ‘No idea.’
‘So tell me,’ I shrug. ‘Eva, where did they take her?’
‘There was a girl,’ she says at last, the baby’s wailing getting louder from the next room, though she makes no attempt to go to it. ‘Gorani, like you say.’
I wait, my breath tight.
‘She was going to live with her sister. That’s all I know.’ Her voice is quieter now, defeated. ‘Please, I need you to promise me my name won’t come up. They can’t know I told you.’ Gordana’s face is desperate. ‘Please. My son.’
I lean forward in my chair. ‘This sister. Where does she live?’
Chapter 56
Gabriela
Heathrow’s Business Class lounge was hot. Her head throbbed as she took a glass of champagne from the attendant’s perfectly manicured fingers, trying to steady the trembling in her hands. What the fuck was going on? How could he think it was OK to do this, without running it past her first – and yet, she reasoned, was it that different to Paris? Wasn’t it those unexpected acts that were in part what had attracted her to him in the first place? Why did she feel like the ground had torn open beneath her?
‘Will your husband have one?’
‘He’s not my husband,’ she said, wishing she could suck the words back in as soon as she’d said them.
Only hesitating for a second, the waitress laid down the second flute and walked away. Trying to push down the feeling that something wasn’t right, Gabriela let her mind circle the particulars of how he had done it without her noticing. The arrangements made behind her back, the conspiring with Polina, the silent accessing of her passport. She felt a chill as she pictured him rifling through her things; the bags she had already stripped of any remnant of her other life.
But still, he shouldn’t have done it. It was not his place to rifle through her life like that. She felt herself bubbling with rage at the thought of it.