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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

There is a stinging silence and then I say, ‘All I want is to know where she went. Eva. I want to know where they sent her. I have no interest in you. Your name doesn’t even need to come up. Unless …’

Through the quiet, there is a baby’s cry from the next room.

I look at her and cock my head. ‘Oh dear,’ I say. ‘Is that your baby? Oh dear, I wonder what will happen to it when the police …’

‘You have no idea what you’re getting involved in,’ Gordana says, shaking her head at me. ‘No idea.’

‘So tell me,’ I shrug. ‘Eva, where did they take her?’

‘There was a girl,’ she says at last, the baby’s wailing getting louder from the next room, though she makes no attempt to go to it. ‘Gorani, like you say.’

I wait, my breath tight.

‘She was going to live with her sister. That’s all I know.’ Her voice is quieter now, defeated. ‘Please, I need you to promise me my name won’t come up. They can’t know I told you.’ Gordana’s face is desperate. ‘Please. My son.’

I lean forward in my chair. ‘This sister. Where does she live?’

Chapter 56

Gabriela

Heathrow’s Business Class lounge was hot. Her head throbbed as she took a glass of champagne from the attendant’s perfectly manicured fingers, trying to steady the trembling in her hands. What the fuck was going on? How could he think it was OK to do this, without running it past her first – and yet, she reasoned, was it that different to Paris? Wasn’t it those unexpected acts that were in part what had attracted her to him in the first place? Why did she feel like the ground had torn open beneath her?

‘Will your husband have one?’

‘He’s not my husband,’ she said, wishing she could suck the words back in as soon as she’d said them.

Only hesitating for a second, the waitress laid down the second flute and walked away. Trying to push down the feeling that something wasn’t right, Gabriela let her mind circle the particulars of how he had done it without her noticing. The arrangements made behind her back, the conspiring with Polina, the silent accessing of her passport. She felt a chill as she pictured him rifling through her things; the bags she had already stripped of any remnant of her other life.

But still, he shouldn’t have done it. It was not his place to rifle through her life like that. She felt herself bubbling with rage at the thought of it.