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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

He spoke as if he hadn’t heard. ‘Gabriela, if you mention a word of this to anyone – Madeleine, your husband – sorry, boyfriend – any friends – and here I would name specific ones, but to be honest you don’t seem to have many … If you mention a word to anyone, they will find you and they will kill you. Do you understand what I am saying? If you ever so much as mention my name, or that of anyone you think you know anything about, your children will die.’

With that, he reached forward and picked up the photos, shuffling them neatly into a pile as if preparing to create a family album.

‘Oh, and with regard to handing in your notice, I’ll explain to HR. Just send an email explaining that you’ve had a family emergency, you had to leave without working your notice. Keep it brief. Don’t worry, I’ll vouch for you, smooth things over here. And you can leave your work phone on your desk. You won’t be needing that anymore.’

Gabriela said nothing, moving backwards towards the door as though she had been shot.

Chapter 23

Isobel

At six-thirty the next morning I pull myself out of bed. Casting my eyes across a sea of ashtrays, papers and dirty glasses, I walk to the bathroom, slapping the boiler to life, the water starting up with a heaving growl.

By the time I step out of the shower, the whole room is a fog. Wiping the mirror with my hand, I see my own face staring back at me through the steam. My reflection comes as a shock: the fine, clear skin I remember has been replaced by dark rings circling bloodshot eyes.

Pulling on the same skinny black trousers and jumper I wore the day before, I walk into the kitchen, switch on the kettle and scrabble around for a mug.

Once I’ve removed the barricade of chairs from in front of the door, I walk downstairs and onto the street. Whatever sun there might have been has disappeared behind a thick cloud which threatens to smother London.

The day is fuzzy, pigeons gathering on the cables running across the street. Lighting a cigarette, I cross the road and feel an arm brush against mine as I reach the other side, followed by a tiny shock of electricity. When I turn, it is just a young woman moving in the opposite direction, a hood pulled above her head.

Inside the café, stodgy air billows out of the heaters. I have just finished ordering my coffee when I hear my name. Turning, I find Hugh about half a foot behind me, his hair gelled into a limp fifties-style quiff clearly left over from the night before, his skin grey, pores secreting the stale smell of vodka.

‘Isobel,’ he says.

‘Hugh. What are you doing here?’

He gives me a confused smile. ‘Going to work. Some of us do have proper jobs.’