Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
He spoke as if he hadn’t heard. ‘Gabriela, if you mention a word of this to anyone – Madeleine, your husband – sorry, boyfriend – any friends – and here I would name specific ones, but to be honest you don’t seem to have many … If you mention a word to anyone, they will find you and they will kill you. Do you understand what I am saying? If you ever so much as mention my name, or that of anyone you think you know anything about, your children will die.’
With that, he reached forward and picked up the photos, shuffling them neatly into a pile as if preparing to create a family album.
‘Oh, and with regard to handing in your notice, I’ll explain to HR. Just send an email explaining that you’ve had a family emergency, you had to leave without working your notice. Keep it brief. Don’t worry, I’ll vouch for you, smooth things over here. And you can leave your work phone on your desk. You won’t be needing that anymore.’
Gabriela said nothing, moving backwards towards the door as though she had been shot.
Chapter 23
Isobel
At six-thirty the next morning I pull myself out of bed. Casting my eyes across a sea of ashtrays, papers and dirty glasses, I walk to the bathroom, slapping the boiler to life, the water starting up with a heaving growl.
By the time I step out of the shower, the whole room is a fog. Wiping the mirror with my hand, I see my own face staring back at me through the steam. My reflection comes as a shock: the fine, clear skin I remember has been replaced by dark rings circling bloodshot eyes.
Pulling on the same skinny black trousers and jumper I wore the day before, I walk into the kitchen, switch on the kettle and scrabble around for a mug.
Once I’ve removed the barricade of chairs from in front of the door, I walk downstairs and onto the street. Whatever sun there might have been has disappeared behind a thick cloud which threatens to smother London.
The day is fuzzy, pigeons gathering on the cables running across the street. Lighting a cigarette, I cross the road and feel an arm brush against mine as I reach the other side, followed by a tiny shock of electricity. When I turn, it is just a young woman moving in the opposite direction, a hood pulled above her head.
Inside the café, stodgy air billows out of the heaters. I have just finished ordering my coffee when I hear my name. Turning, I find Hugh about half a foot behind me, his hair gelled into a limp fifties-style quiff clearly left over from the night before, his skin grey, pores secreting the stale smell of vodka.
‘Isobel,’ he says.
‘Hugh. What are you doing here?’
He gives me a confused smile. ‘Going to work. Some of us do have proper jobs.’