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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Leaning in further so that her mouth was pressed against her daughter’s ear, she added so quietly that only Sadie could hear, ‘Mummy has to go now, I have to be back at work this evening, but you have a wonderful time with Granny and Grandad and I’ll see you soon, OK? I love you, so much.’

Not allowing herself to be dissuaded by the expression on Sadie’s face as she turned away from her, Gabriela moved back through the crowd of parents, her feet clattering down the stairs until she was outside again. Buzzing herself through the school gates, the first parent to leave after the concert, she ran as if the devil was chasing her, and she was still running when she reached the tube station.

It was only then that she realised she had no idea where she was going. Where did Ivan even live? Richmond, that was as much as she knew. After all these months, she had never been to his house. And he had barely so much as asked where hers was, giving in so easily to her deceit.

Her fingers shaking, she pulled out her phone and dialled his number.

‘It’s me,’ she said when he answered. ‘Can I come over?’

Chapter 42

Isobel

The adrenaline is still pumping through my veins when I arrive back at the flat.

Taking a seat at the table, my fingers clutch the two white envelopes, the same name staring back at me from the front of each: ‘Goran Petrović’.

My mind scanning the possibilities, I pull open the first letter slowly. It is a generic note from the council, informing the occupier of a rise in business rates, which tells me nothing except that whatever this establishment is, officially and unofficially, it is registered as a business. There had been no company name on the front of the building, which would have enabled me to find a list of accounts and directorships via one of the websites we use at work.

My hands tremble slightly as I slide my fingers under the sealed flap of the second letter, which is stamped, more promisingly, with an EE logo in the corner.

Taking a shallow breath, I pull out a thick, folded wad of pages listing endless numbers. Scanning them, I feel my brain hum with possibility. Closing my eyes for a moment, catching my breath, I go through the pages again, more carefully this time, looking out for anything unusual or telling – a prefix I recognise, perhaps, or a foreign dialling code; anything to give me a clue, no matter how small.

Yet no matter how hard I look, I see nothing that points to an immediate clue. Just mobile number after mobile number, few of the calls lasting more than a minute.

The sense of anticlimax is almost painful.