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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

What had she been thinking, contemplating telling him that she was going to quit her job? Had she really been planning to break up with Tom, to expose him to the truth, to expose Sadie and Callum? Had she really imagined they would play happy families on alternate weekends, she and Ivan and their three children on day trips to Legoland? For a moment she wondered if she had lost her mind.

The moment she pushed open the door, she heard the familiar strains of Shirley Scott from the kitchen and instantly she knew Tom was home.

‘Hey,’ he said, sticking his neck around the doorway from the kitchen, a smile stretched across his face.

She must have looked taken aback to see him there as his face fell. ‘You’ve forgotten, haven’t you?’

‘Forgotten what?’ she said, collecting herself as she moved into the hall.

‘Sadie’s parents’ evening. We talked about it on Friday before you left.’

Vaguely, she remembered the conversation. She put down her bags. ‘Of course not, I just thought we were meeting there. I’m glad you’re home.’

The words rushed out of her and she moved towards Tom and pulled him so close to her that he laughed with surprise.

‘I love you,’ she said, her whole body shaking with the realisation. ‘Oh God, I love you so much.’

Chapter 75

Gabriela

Now

Outside, the morning sun filters through the cloud as the sound of Callum and Tom pulling on their shoes in the hallway behind her gradually fades. It is only once she is halfway down the street that she lets herself start to engage with what she has to do now. Looking into her bag, she pulls out her phone, half-expecting to find a text message from Madeleine. They have not spoken since lunch yesterday, but there is no message and she doesn’t know whether she is relieved or dismayed. No message telling her that this was all a joke, that she had got it wrong, after all.

Briefly, Gabriela recalls Madeleine’s words not long after she side-shuffled from the Foreign and Commonwealth Office to the National Crime Agency – which already feels like a lifetime ago – crossing the river to continue the fight against organised crime in the stale headquarters in Vauxhall.

‘They pride themselves on being the UK’s answer to the FBI, but that’s obviously a joke. There is a complete lack of proper cops. It’s all people like us, civil servants. Impotent pen-pushers. Though we’re operationally independent – notionally, at least.’

Except they aren’t impotent at all. They are coming for her, and there is only one way to escape.

Madeleine’s words circle relentlessly in her mind as she steps onto the train, and off again at Kew Gardens.