Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
What had she been thinking, contemplating telling him that she was going to quit her job? Had she really been planning to break up with Tom, to expose him to the truth, to expose Sadie and Callum? Had she really imagined they would play happy families on alternate weekends, she and Ivan and their three children on day trips to Legoland? For a moment she wondered if she had lost her mind.
The moment she pushed open the door, she heard the familiar strains of Shirley Scott from the kitchen and instantly she knew Tom was home.
‘Hey,’ he said, sticking his neck around the doorway from the kitchen, a smile stretched across his face.
She must have looked taken aback to see him there as his face fell. ‘You’ve forgotten, haven’t you?’
‘Forgotten what?’ she said, collecting herself as she moved into the hall.
‘Sadie’s parents’ evening. We talked about it on Friday before you left.’
Vaguely, she remembered the conversation. She put down her bags. ‘Of course not, I just thought we were meeting there. I’m glad you’re home.’
The words rushed out of her and she moved towards Tom and pulled him so close to her that he laughed with surprise.
‘I love you,’ she said, her whole body shaking with the realisation. ‘Oh God, I love you so much.’
Chapter 75
Gabriela
Now
Outside, the morning sun filters through the cloud as the sound of Callum and Tom pulling on their shoes in the hallway behind her gradually fades. It is only once she is halfway down the street that she lets herself start to engage with what she has to do now. Looking into her bag, she pulls out her phone, half-expecting to find a text message from Madeleine. They have not spoken since lunch yesterday, but there is no message and she doesn’t know whether she is relieved or dismayed. No message telling her that this was all a joke, that she had got it wrong, after all.
Briefly, Gabriela recalls Madeleine’s words not long after she side-shuffled from the Foreign and Commonwealth Office to the National Crime Agency – which already feels like a lifetime ago – crossing the river to continue the fight against organised crime in the stale headquarters in Vauxhall.
‘They pride themselves on being the UK’s answer to the FBI, but that’s obviously a joke. There is a complete lack of proper cops. It’s all people like us, civil servants. Impotent pen-pushers. Though we’re operationally independent – notionally, at least.’
Except they aren’t impotent at all. They are coming for her, and there is only one way to escape.
Madeleine’s words circle relentlessly in her mind as she steps onto the train, and off again at Kew Gardens.