Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
Moving faster still, she lets her eyes roam the room and in the silence she must reconcile herself to the fact that she doesn’t truly know him at all. She doesn’t know anything about his life, not really, just as he knows nothing about hers. Much as she wants to believe he is unaware of the purpose of the visas his company doles out, she cannot think that he is so naive, so detached from the work to which he dedicates so much of his life. Either he knows, or he chose not to ask.
But what does that matter now? Either way, she understands what she has to do.
Pulling out her phone, she dials Polina’s number but it goes straight to voicemail.
Banging doors as she moves from room to room, she calls out her name. ‘Layla?’ But she is not here.
A sick feeling rises up inside her as she reaches the top of the stairs. Just as she takes her first step, she sees Polina’s silhouette at the door. In her arms is Layla, her face breaking into a smile as she sees her mother.
Gabriela runs down the stairs to her, her whole being shaking with relief as she envelops her daughter in her arms.
Polina laughs, taken aback.
‘Where were you?’ Gabriela says forcefully, looking over her daughter’s shoulder at her.
‘By the river,’ Polina says, her voice more wary now. ‘Layla was restless so I took her for a walk. Is everything all right?’
Closing her eyes, she relaxes her grip on Layla slightly.
‘Sorry. Everything is fine. There was just a change of plan, that’s all. I panicked …’
She gives Polina a reassuring smile and says, ‘If it’s OK with you, I thought I might take Layla out for the day. What do you think, Layla? You and me, shall we go out somewhere nice?’
When Layla smiles, there is a familiar expression, the way her mouth curls up at one side, and she realises it is herself who she is seeing. Layla has always looked so much like her father, the same tight dark curls, the same dark eyes, the prominent brows. If she hadn’t come out of her, Gabriela might have questioned her provenance before this moment, before this flash of her own face in her daughter’s.
‘You want to come with Mummy? OK, let’s do it!’ She turns to Polina, giving her brightest smile. ‘Is there a change of clothes in her bag?’
‘Of course. And a couple of nappies, and her dummy. I know you’re keen for her to give it up, but it offers her comfort when you’re gone, and I really don’t want to take another thing away from her right now.’
She means nothing by it, but this comment makes Gabriela flush. The smile falters on her lips.